ok...I didn't write this, Janeece on fanfiction.net did....I'm just an addict to reading completed twilight fanfics on my phone :)
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Jacob has left Forks with a broken heart and a resolve to never fall in love again, then he meets Edyn. Will she be the one to capture Jacob's heart, or will he continue to pine for Bella? Will Edyn still love him when she finds out his secret?
New Beginnings II
If you didn't already know, all the characters in this story that seem familiar belong to Stephenie Meyer. I appreciate them joining this story and inspiring some new characters as well.
PS: If you've been here before, I'm still trying to figure out how to use fanfic, so the look may change, but the story is the same!
Finding Edyn
Chapter One
I was tired, emotionally, physically, and mentally. I had spent the last several weeks trying to accept the fact that the girl I loved, loved another. Not only did she love another, she was going to become one of them. I wondered if she was already married, a vampire, and living her "dream" life. I could only hope that she would wake up and realize it was a nightmare, but I wouldn't be there to save her. Not this time...not ever again. I kept running, but even that wasn't enough any more. I was ready to stop fighting the feelings and face them head on. My feelings had changed, I no longer felt angry, now I felt betrayed. I could not understand what appeal Edward held for her. Sure he was good-looking and rich, but he was also a bloodsucker, something that shouldn't even exist! He couldn't give her anything that I could. She would never be able to have children with him, but she had seen our children. He couldn't be that great of a kisser given the way she had responded to my kiss. I let my mind wander back to that morning on the mountain. Her lips were warm and gentle; her breath was sweet as her tongue intertwined with mine. I could feel her strength as she pulled herself closer to me, crushing her body to mine... I shook my head to stop the thought process I could only stand so much reminiscing. Edward had told me in the tent that he hadn't even had the pleasure of making love to Bella! I could. I could give her every experience that he couldn't. She loved me...she told me she loved me, and yet here I sat lonely and miserable. I had promised her no more games and I intended to keep that promise. I could have fought, I could have tried again, but I wouldn't. I had to stop myself more than once from returning to Forks and dragging her away with me forcing her to give me a chance. I knew she wouldn't want that, and I knew that consequences would follow. I wasn't ready to start a war, or to have my heart ripped from my chest for a second time. So I kept running.
Now here I was sitting against a tall aspen tree listening to the wind blow through its leaves. It was a comforting sound, like little voices whispering a lullaby. I found myself fighting off the sleep that had been eluding me. I didn't want to sleep...sleep brought dreams...dreams about her. I yawned and tried unsuccessfully to keep my eyes open.
The next thing I was aware of was not the wind in the trees but a voice, a beautiful voice. I knew it was close by but I didn't know where it was coming from. It was growing louder. It was singing, but I didn't recognize the tune. I tried to open my eyes, but they were so heavy they weren't cooperating. Then the singing stopped. Dreaming I guess. I sighed and then something touched me.
My eyes flew open as I jumped from the damp ground, fighting with every ounce of energy I had to stay in control. Quivers ran up and down my body so fast I wasn't sure that I could gain control, and not knowing what had touched me I couldn't phase!
I closed my eyes tight and focused on breathing in and out, slowly the quivers stopped.
"Geesh!" The voice spoke quietly. "I was just making sure you were breathing! From the distance you looked dead! You didn't have to go all crazy on me!"
