Sanctuary

Fucking lost

I am at a loss
2019 is here.
Yet I feel less me then ever before,
someone tell me who i was
who i am
who im supposed to be.
i had the dream girl,
i have the best of friends
but i don't know who i am anymore.
dyed my hair, broke up with the best girl
and i feel nothing
i'm empty
broken
yet i feel fine