the story about my first ever actual mutual feelings crush

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Ofcourse i remember the story.
So as a kid we never never really were in the same classes... Not until 5th grade, 3rd term.

We were in 3rd grade at that time... I was in a competition, a dancing competition to be exact and we had partners to do the dance with. And surprise surprise my partner was akmal.

We worked on the choreography for a month... But sadly i couldnt make it to the competition cuz i was sick for a whole week and my teacher replaced me with someone else. I was kinda heartbroken i was very sad about it. The worse thing bout this is that, they went to the competition right when i arrived at the school and when they were back they put their faces right up to mine and said

"We went to mcdonalds to celebrate, where did you go today huh?" I still remember that idiot's face. I never really liked that liar. I mean she stole my bestfriend who would? She lied bout how her house had a swimming pool when it never did and the fact that my ex-bff said that she had one too right to my face was betrayal!! Kay back to the  story.

Suddenly someone shouted

"AKMAL LIKES _______ " and everything went blank for me..i mean how could someone like this lil old trash? I just straight up ran to the bathroom and stayed there until the end of recess. When i heard the bell i ofcourse went to my class and there was a letter on my desk. In it was a 10 dollar bill and it said

"Will you date me? Ill give you money if you do." And one of my friend came up to me and said.

"I delivered it, whats your reply?" I still remember you adam, thank you for the delivery!

I said no. I was a bloody 3rd grader and i have no experience at all in dating... But my friends were going crazy bout trying to make me date someone. I never really liked the idea of dating really. Im just not used to it. And my parents are againts it till now.

I wrote back 'no' on  the piece of paper and tell adam to kindly give it back to him. He walked away. A few minutes later, i was calmly drawing a stick figure cuz why not? Ight? Adam came back with the same paper and he gave it to me. I opened it and it hade triple the amount of money... That's thirty dollars if you cant count but i know most of you can. I was like naaaah. Im not a gold digger.......... I wrote "sorry, im still saying no" man 10 yr old me was good! And adam delivered it back. Thinking about it again i feel sorry for adam... He walked back and forth bcuz of us.

And then forth grade gave a slap on the face and said HELLO IDIOTS WELCOME BACK TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! K stop exaggerating... Nothing really happened that yr except this one time i saw him whispering with the ex-bestfriend i mentioned earlier (she was still my friend at that time) i went to class cuz i had forgotten my lunch money... And i saw him and went to my friend and asked

"What was he doing here?"

"Um this is a secret but he told me he likes you.."
Um dear i have a feeling that that secret was supposed to be kept from me??????????

And then i started avoiding more than i ever did. He ended up avoiding me too. Idky.

5th grade came in with a hug. SIKE!!!!!! It punched my back and now im a sloth. In 5th grade they organized our class by grades our As and Bs and Cs. I was put in class A and there i saw him... Looking at me with this expression 😑

Its the 'i know u hate me and i hate u too' expression know what i mean?? (Im making fun of my sister) and i gave him the same exact expression. Its the face of disgust... And we went to our new class on the 3rd floor. I sat at the exact opposite of him. We both sat right beside the wall.

Turns out he was a good ol man. We went from being 'HELL NAW to friends? Friends. We were friends that yr. Actually good friends at that. My friendship with akmal was better than with the ex earlier. And i kinda developed a lil smthn smthn up here like badumps badumps 두근두근 hehe...

I started liking without myself knowing. But then turns were moving on i guess . after 5th grade, we both moved to a different school. I never saw him again. Except in 6th grade i saw him 4 times that yr cuz his school moved next to mine and the two schools basically united but sadly i moved to a different in 7th grade and he moved to another place (same school) in 8th grade which is this yr... I still hope someday ill see him again... But i have my doubts

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    Based on a true story
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