You know when you get so many insults of how ugly you are that you start to believe it?
That all the compliments don't matter because of how many insults you get.
That as much as you get called beautiful you just think back to that one time someone called you ugly.
That you start to think that your just a waste of place.
That you are a nobody and everyone's against you.
That you just get too used of getting abused that when you find a bruise or scratch, it's as though it's nothing new.
That you get so used of being insulted that you have created a mask that permanently stays in place.
That all you can do is fake a smile and act as though nothing happened.
That you've taken so much you've thought several times just to end it all.
That you even convinced yourself that your parents despise you.
That you become so broken that every tiny little thing starts to get to you.
That what all those people say, is true.
That you don't care anymore.
That you just don't give a shit about anything anymore.
That you just want to end it all.
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Authors Note:
Soooo how is it so far??? This is just like a prologue kinda thing just to kinda introduce the character.
I want to know if I should continue or not......
If you would want to read more?
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