Late night thoughts are such a fucking killer.
One minute you're thinking about how good life is and then some how you're thinking about how much of a piece of shit you are.
I get super fucking depressed at night.
Lately I've been thinking about how I have no fucking friends because i'm such a bitch minded person. All the friends who really never treated my like shit I cut off because my insecure ass let my mind get the best of me.
"You're worthless" "Nobody wants to be around you" "It's you who they are laughing about" "You're not interesting enough" "You're not good enough to have friends" "You don't need friends, you're better off alone." *my mind wandering around with bullshit thoughts*
Who the fuck am I lying to? These aren't only late night thoughts. These are my daily thoughts.
I guess you could say I'm just good at hiding these thoughts.
