A Race To Win Her Heart ✅

HE REALLY LEFT

Jin brought me to Lily's Hospital.

I run as quickly as I could towards the room with room written 201
I take a deep breath and  open the door,

I saw....
the person that I longed for. He is lying on the bed,FROZE. His whole body is inserted with a transparent tubes.

Jac-Jackson....

I almost fell but Jin got my body. He take me closer to Jackson.

I go closer to Jackson, I hold both of his hand.

"I-I am so sorry, Jackson." I said to Jackson.

I think Jin heard it.. he walk out of the room and close the door, giving us some privacy.

Thanks, Jin...

My tears bursted out.. I can't hold it anymore, from a silent cries, it started to be a loud cries.

I am so SAD.

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It has been 3 days. I take care of Jackson. He's still in coma.Jin seems don't care about it. He is a very understanding person. I am glad that I have him as my husband.

Everyday, Jin will send me to the hospital before he go to his work place.

I take the towel and wet it in the water, I wipe Jackson's body with the towel.

My heart broke again, Yes, I am hurt when I saw him like this, more than when he left me.

Unexpectedly,
He left me for good...
for my happiness,
for my heart,
for my life.

I'm so touched.

My hand slowly touch his hair, slowly... I pat his hair softly.

I MISS YOU

TUT! TUT! TUT! TUT!

I am so shocked, the ventilator suddenly give out a very loud sound. I'm about to call the doctors, bit they already ran to this room.

"Mrs, please wait outside." the doctor said to me.

I am so worried.. What will happen to Jackson?
They check on Jackson.. I wait in front of the door, I look inside through the small window at the door...
Jac-Jackson...

My tears bursted out, I am so nervous... I saw the doctors are trying to do whatever they could to save Jackson. And lastly.. I saw them.....

They are saying the death code.

One doctor come out,

"Mrs. Kim Sojung. I'm sorry that we could not save him." The doctor said to me.

OH...MY....

"ARGGHHHH!" I shouted as loud as I could, I couldn't stand anymore, my knees feel so weak, I fall down.... I started to lose my breath...

Jackson.... how could you leave me.....again.

The doctor help me to get up and bring me to.. Jackson.

"Jac-Jackson-ahh...."

I quickly hug his body...
I still cannot accept the fact that he is already left me.. forever.

I hug his body tightly, and cannot let him go.
The doctors left me alone in that room, to let me slowly accept his death.

I'm sorry Jackson,
I didn't think that you leave me, for myself,
I'm sorry that I used to hate you, for leaving me,
I'm sorry Jackson,
I LOVE YOU
And always love you......

One by one, our moments started to playing vividly in front of me,
The moment when we rode the bicycles with a couple seat,
When we sat on the bench near the park,
When he held my hand,
When we fought for the movies,
When I sulked because he didn't choose the couple seat for us in the theatre,
When he was cutting the steak for me,
When he brought me to the beach that I thought it is my house,
When he was trying his best to persuade me,
and... when we first made our first kiss...

I MISS JACKSON SO MUCH!
WHY DID HE HAVE TO LEAVE ME AFTER HE GAVE ME HIS HEART, AND I GAVE HIM MINE?!

Jackson...
My prince.....
I will always love you...
And I hope..
In my next life..
I hope to meet you again,
and spend every minutes I have...with you...
And I wish, in that life.. we will be together,
FOREVER.
I LOVE YOU, Jackson.