ashton irwin. that's a name that makes my heart flutter. I think ash is cooler, but he likes ashton.
ash irwin, you give me so many butterflies and it sounds so fucking girly, but it's true.
you're so adorable. the way your smile gets so big your eyes crinkle and your dimples show. I love it. and your hazel eyes are so beautiful. the way they kind of sparkle when you're happy. you're also very sexy, but that's for a different paragraph. I like your nose and the way it curves. and your teeth are perfectly straight and as white as can be. your stubble is so cute. I just brush my hand across your chin and it feels like smooth sandpaper, if that even makes sense. the way your voice kind of cracks when you talk. it's probably just that you have a strong australian accent, you talk like you haven't hit puberty yet. but it's okay because im in love with you and everything you do. and your different laughs. oh god, your laughs. so perfect. the little giggle. the non-stop laugh. the quiet laugh. the chuckle. the school-girl giggle. your curly hair. I love to just twirl your hair around in my finger and how oddly curlier it gets when you're sweaty or in water. so cute. baby, this was just about your face. I still have way more to go. then I'll say what I love about your personality.
oh, your chest. with your abs and strange chest hair. to be honest, I think it's weird the way your chest hair grows. hm, your big arms with those gigantic muscles. I love them. I like how you'll flex them without even knowing. and when you help me pull down my pants when I need to pee, they flex. and when you wrap your big, long arms around me. you're so warm and cute and just- ugh. and your hands are so fucking big. when you grip onto me while sex, or just holding my hand... you have really long fingers, just saying that right now. but I also love them. no, he hasn't done anything sexual with his hands. yet, at least.
oh goodness, I have to write about your lower half, too. your waist- the way you swirl your hips and your lap is really big. don't get me started on your cock... oh my god. it's longer than mine which totally isn't fair. it's really thick and you have a little bit of pubic hair. you obviously wax them. mansculptinggggg. but it's okay. it's cute, I like it. and that big, squeezable ass of yours. it's so adorable. your legs are so. fucking. long. and. skinny. I bet elle and chibi are jealous, -chuckles softly- most likely. those gigantic feet. baby, you need to clip your toenails, but I love you.
alright, now that we finished writing about your body... personality time. im sorry this is so long, by the way. ahem, anyways-
you're so kind. well, to me, at least. you hold me, call me lukey, washed my hair literally two seconds ago, I just responded- you also give me kisses. I like your kisses. I don't think I wrote about your lips. well, here's a paragraph for your lips.
ash, your lips are so smooth and kind of big. not too big, but... thick, in a way. I have something to put my lips on and kiss easily. I love it. and sometimes your tongue will go across my lower lip. I like those kisses. because we don't use tongue. or not a lot, at least.
you can also be very sassy and I absolutely love that. you're not afraid to be mean or sarcastic. and you're not afraid to be mean to be. not mean-mean. I mean playful mean. hah, I said I mean playful mean- im so funny- anyways, especially with the thirsty girls. I love when I hack your account and pretend to be you. like to that girl earlier today. that was fun, wasn't it?
you can be... strangely funny. I don't know what to write here, but you are.
ash is also very sweet to my mom, which is good and makes me happy.
I love you and everything we do together. im sorry this is kind of short but kind of long, uh.
I love you. with all my heart. im in love with you. im in love with everything you do. im in love with who you are. im in love with just the idea of having you beside me. im whipped. I've fallen for such an amazing guy... I don't know what to do.
