Its has been 2 months since Jackson left.
I am still a wife to Jin. But... its seems like i can't move on from.... my first love.
Jin is right, I don't know anything.
I don't know how much they love me.
I pitied with Jin. I should not do this to him.
After Jackson left, Jin send me to my mom's house when he went to work.
Maybe, he doesn't want to.. see my sad face. Sad because of someone else.
Mostly, when I go to my mom's house, I will stay in my room for the whole day, looking at my photos, when I was with Jackson.
Now, I am lying down on my bed and looking at the photos.
KNOCK! KNOCK!
Someone knocked my door.
"Come in.." I said.
"Yah! Sowonnie! How can you do this to Jin?!" My mom said suddenly.
"Do what?I don't understand what you said." I said even though I understand EVERYTHING my mom said.
"Yah, I don't know why did I have a fool daughter like you! He's your husband now, not Jackson!"My mom said angrily.
I don't know why, but her words strikes my heart, deeply. I'm hurt with her words.
"What did you said omma?He's gone. It's not nice to say like that to someone who already...."I stopped at that word. I don't want to say it. I can't accept that fact.
"Yes, he's GONE. So, you know that he's already gone! But, you acted like he is still here! You acted like you will cheat on him if you love Jin!" My mom said angrily. VERY ANGRY.
Somehow, she made me realised my mistake. I put down my phone and close my eyes. I'm.... speechless.
My mom seems to know it. She sit down on my bed and hold both of my hand.
"Sowon-ah.... it's not too late to apologise. Jin will understand you. He's a good guy, and Jackson too. He's the one who want Jin to be with you, to replace his place. Jackson will be sad if you do this." My mom said.
She is right. It's not wrong if... I love Jin. Yes, that's right, I LOVE JIN! But... I just afraid.. afraid that Jackson will be sad. Jackson will be happy if I'm happy. Isn't that's right?
I open my eyes and look at my mom.
"Omma......" I cried and hug my mom.
"Yes, my daughter. You're so precious. Please take a good care of your heart." My mom said and hug me back. She cried.
Why did I always make people around me...crying?
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Jin came to pick me up. He greeted my mom and take me to the car.
We arrived our house. Jin is about to go out from the car, I quickly pull his hand.
Jin look at me.
"Dae.. Sowonnie?" He asked me.
"I-I am so sorry, Jin." I said to Jin.
"Waeyo?" Jin asked again.
"I wronged you, I..I should not acted like that." I said.
Jin chuckled at me.
"Did what?" Jin asked me.
I know that he know what I mean!
But... he always playing with me!
"Did that...." I said, slowly...
"What?" Jin asked again.
THIS GUY!
"Did..that.." I said again.
"Do you love me?" Jin asked me suddenly.
"Y-yes." I said.
Jin smile.
"Say it," Jin told me.
I am so nervous. I close my eyes.
"I- I love you." I said.
"You lied. If you love me, you will not be hesitate like this." Jin said and about to go out of the car.
I quickly pull his hand again.
"SARANGHAEYO! SARANGHAE! NO SARANGHAE! COWAEYO! SARANGHAE!" I said to him clearly, without any hesitation.
Jin look at me.He smile.
"Then, you should do the next step, girl." Jin said to me,
OMO! HE MAKES ME BLUSHING!
"SARANGHAEYO." I said.
"I know.. what I mean is..."
I cut Jin's words by pulling his face nearer to mine.
He froze, and blushing.
"Wha-what are you doing?" Jin asked me.
I smile at him.
"Saranghaeyo yeobu-ah..." I said.
Slowly, I let my lips touch his lips.
I kissed him.
Well... like always, he always FROZE.
And then... he kiss me back.
We kiss each other.
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A Race To Win Her Heart ✅
FanficThere are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. Love is not always have to be beautiful, right? READ MORE TO FIND OUT ABOUT THIS...
