I'm Back

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Camila's POV

BEEP BEEP BEEP

Really it's 4:00am already, I swear I had just fallen asleep. Well better get up or else I would get another beating and that is not going to be good since I already have a collection of them around my body. "ahh dammit", I muttered to myself trying to get up and not wanting to wake up the others. 'HOLY MOLY! I seriously look fucked up', I look at myself in my mirror seeing a lot of bruises here and there, bruhh I can hardly move at all. 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL, TODAY IS THE DAY WHEN YOU FINALLY GET A CHANCE TO MEET YOUR MATE' Lexi yelled, 'Thanks Lexi it means a lot coming from you but I'm so hurt and I have to make the pack's breakfast, should I go tell my brother I can't make breakfast today', I replied

'No you can't, why can't you just run away', Lexi said. Lexi is my wolf, I shifted when I was 15 which is very rare and I have no idea what she looks like because I wanted to keep it from my pack. Yes, my pack does not know I have shifted yet and they think I'm just a useless little scumbag and a good for nothing. My mother died when I was a little girl, she was one of the kindest and beautiful woman ever until my dad came home drunk and...beat her...to death.

I witnessed everything, my father did not know that I knew. My mother tried to keep us away from my father's beatings and would take our places when we did something wrong. She let love get in the way because she loved him so much and thought he would change but no, he still stayed the same. He would come home drunk with women and would do 'business' with them in his office or in his room. My brother didn't mind since he would do the same. But ever since then he would always beat me up until he was satisfied and sooner after that, my brother joined him...MY OWN BROTHER! The person who was supposed to protect me and stay by my side. Then later while my dad was still the alpha of our pack, he and my brother spread rumors about me which cause everyone to hate me and abuse me.

I was like a punching bag for my pack and I had to live with that for my entire life, even when I went to school. My brother was known to be the 'popular bad boy' of the school and everyone started bullying me since. I would always get called names like whore, slut, bitch, fatty, pig and such. I would ignore them but those words hurt me deep down. Until I met my wolf, she was like my sister, my best friend, she would always comfort me when I'm down and give me a reason to live. She would always tell me to run away but I chose not to since there is nowhere to run to. My life was a struggle...

'I can't Lexi you know why I have nowhere else to go and plus I'm weak', I replied

'no your not you are one of the toughest, beautiful and smart girl I know' she said

'gee thanks Lex but I can't they're my pack'

'PACK? PACK?!? What pack, Pack are supposed to be a family, people who you feel comfortable with, people who show you love, not people who abuse you, call you names and put you down, come on gurrl, when are you going to wake up and realize that these people are not your pack but just a bunch of LAZY WHORES!'

'geez Lex calm down, ok look just once, give them one more chance ok?'

'OH MA GAAAAD, FINE! FINE! BUT ONLY BECAUSE YOUR MY BESTIE OK! UGH YOU ARE JUST TOO KIND, WAYYYY TOOO KIND, BUT I SWEAR CAM IF THEY FUCK UP ONE MORE TIME I WILL-'

'yes, yes I know ok'

'Just promise me you will do something to get out of here if they mess up, ok?'

'ok I Promise'

'good' she replied before I got out and head down to make breakfast.

As I made my way downstairs, I heard moaning, lots of moaning and I could see, Darren. Darren was the soon-to-be-alpha of my pack, and he was there fucking Chole, Chole is known to be one of those sluts, ughhh I hate them! I saw Darren look up and he was smirking and he zipped up his pants and walked to me leaving Chole panting and out of breath, 'ewwww what a disgusting little slut', Lexi said which made me chuckle inside but I looked at Darren and he came up to me and punched me in the guts, which cause me to hunch over and scream.

And that scream woke up everyone including my father and brother,' oh boy', Lexi muttered. "CAN YOU SHUT THE HELL UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT, YOU WOKE UP EVERYONE", my father screamed and then I felt pain on my cheek. 'did he just hit you, nuh uhh', Lexi tried to take control but I couldn't let her. Suddenly I fell to the ground and my the stupid men I call 'father' and 'brother' started abusing me in front of everyone and I looked to the corner of my eyes and see Darren staring at me with a smirk. Once they were done, I couldn't move at all, my body was aching and I needed water so bad because my throat was burning. I had more bruises and scars added to my body and my clothes were covered in blood. Then they left, yes the FUCKING LEFT ME in my own puddle blood laying on the kitchen floor. 

So I tried to get up, ignoring the pain and went to quickly make breakfast. After that, I walked slowly up to my room and turned on the shower, my body was aching. As the cold water hit me, I couldn't help but scream inside, it hurts, this was by far the most painful beating I have ever gotten, usually, my beatings would be very painful but today was different. It was more painful than usual. I tried to get ready to go to school so ended up wearing baggy hoodie and pants along with these running shoes that I've worn for ages, they are pretty old. Before I left I tried to patch up my face with some makeup to cover up the bruises before I took my glasses and head to school.

As I walked to school there was a crowd full of people yelling out, "GET OUT OF HERE", or "GO BACK HOME TO THE TRASHCAN", or "BITCH", or maybe, "GO KILL YOURSELF", but I ignored them and walked to my lockers. But as I arrived I saw Layla coming over. Layla was my best friend she would always be there for me and stand up for me, she wasn't those kinds of people who were fake and ugly, she was kind and pretty, I loved her, she was my best friend since Kindergarten. She was the only one that knew how hard my life was. I could tell her everything.

"Hey guuurrl wassguud", she said in a happy tone

"hey", I croaked out, her face turned from a happy one to a frown, then her eyes darkened and then she said,

"who did it", she knew, I didn't need to tell her but I couldn't tell her this time, the last person who hurt me at school pushed me down the stairs and then Layla ran up to them and taught them a lesson, let's just say they're still in a coma.

"My dad and brother L, I'm sorry" I felt guilty, I don't know why

"why are you apologizing, they're the ones who should be not you, I'm gonna go talk to them", she started to walk away until I gripped her arm when she turned around her eyes were red, she looked like she was going to kill someone, I gave her that 'I-don't-think-so' look. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath and sighed,

"I'm sorry Cam but you said that you wouldn't let them get away again and that if it happened you would stay at my house", 

'yes I did but it happened this morning'

she put on a shocked face and started tearing up

"no please don't cry, I can't see you hurt like this, please don't cry", I tried comforting her

"I can't just stand here and do nothing Cam please, you have to promise me that you'll do something about this",

"I promise but in the meantime lets head to class ok", I replied

"ok" she sniffled 

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Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter

~ bye bishhh ~