unromantic

and i pressed shuffle again

YOU ARE A PLAYLIST OF TWO HUNDRED THIRTY
ONE SONGS AND I DO NOT KNOW IF THIS IS A
GOOD OR BAD THING BUT I DO KNOW IT MEANS
I MUST THINK ABOUT YOU A LOT

AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I DO
WHEN YOUR WORDS STABBED AT MY FLESH
AND TUGGED AT MY BLEEDING SKIN
AND LIED SO THAT YOU COULD BE LOVED

YOU KNEW THAT I WOULD FALL EASILY AND
I DID AND I KEEP PLAYING YOU OVER AND
OVER AGAIN BUT YOU WON'T COME BACK AND
YOU NEVER WILL WHY DON'T I UNDERSTAND

{and i pressed shuffle again ; m.h. ]