This getting hard for me. I can see you trying but at the same time you don't . I feel like you are scared to get hurt. So am I . I get scared because I am trying for this . Even it has been just two fucken weeks . It seem like you try and then not try. So what is this. I'm already having feeling about this . I guess that was a bad choice. I don't want it to be that way . I don't . I want this to work but if not I rather just go before it too late . It like why do I try . Maybe we did this to fast . Maybe we both were not ready . Maybe I'm not ready yet . Maybe I still love someone that is close to you but yet I like you at the same time . But I just might be on my own again
