Lizzie's head was still but I knew she wasn't asleep because her head twitched every time my phone went off.
I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding and my phone went off for the last time as ponelope said goodnight in French which was our special way.
This was the only way I used to be able to talk to ponelope when we were going out as Lizzie can't understand and thought I was just practicing"bonne nuit"
I said under my breath to ponelope which I know she heard because the lights went off.
Later that night everyone is asleep apart from a couple of students who can't sleep( around 10)
I tossed and turning till I looked at my screen which read a very fuzzy 12:30 am my hand scrubbed away the bits in my eyes and saw 10:50. I chuckled to myself about my blindness.
I opened my phone and texted the first person I could think off.Josie: you up ?
My mind went to Penelope and all I could think about is about how sorry I am that I let her go.
About how sorry I am that the feelings were there but I wasn't.
Laying here I'm reminded of the fool I was when I cut her off and fucked us up.
My heart sank to the bottom of my chest as I rolled back over on my side.My pillow case smelled like her if even time can't get rid of her how am I meant to get her out my head.
I've been waiting for her to change and come crawling back and now I realise it was me who needed to change.
My thoughts went to my birthday and the words" this world needs the selfless and the selfish to keep spinning"
All this time lizzie was wrong it wasn't P who was the problem it was me. Our relationship wasn't changing me it was helping to see the problems in my life.
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Poise~~You broke my heart
FanfictionJosie and Penelope broke up last school year. what will happen when they go back to school? Will the two get back together? Or will they become enemies? Uses lines and ideas from the TV show but will contain my ideas as well. If you have any ideas...