(Discontinued) You won't understand (underswap sans x depressed reader)

The fall (chapter 1)

Reader's POV:
After the last fight with your parents you have had enough of life you remembered the stories about a mountain where kids never return.You thought it was perfect to leave this miserable life behind and be free.

You climbed the mountain for what felt like hours until finally you reached the top,you gazed at it.It was so big and bushes and trees were all around almost making it look hidden.You walked forward thinking again about this 'did you really want this' you heard the voices say as you stop at the edge 'yes' you answered  your self taking a breath in you jumped down the mountain meet darkness.

You woke up with a throbbing headache."what happened" you ask yourself you attempted to get up but fell back to your knees from what you thought was a sprained ankle.You stood with much pain but after a bit you got use to it,you walked to a garden of flowers as you approached the garden, and you reliesed there was a cat/dog like creature startling you.you jump back and it giggles,"howdy I'm Tem the temmie" the cat/dog said now known as tem.
"H-hi temmie I'm (y/n)"you stutter out of fear tje voices cursed you for being a baby,you shed a tear but whip it away with you sleeve."you okay there buddy" tem asked confused by your behaviour. "I'm fine"you say adding fake joy to your voice but tem honestly looked like he could care less.

After a while you followed and meet a goat monster he lead you to a house and healed you injured head but you insisted that you were fine but he never gave in you ending up sleeping in a bed in a red and orange room with a lot of stuffed toys near the bed a wardrobe with clothes that had blue with two purple stripes on a sweater and t-shirts.

You woke up to the smell of tea,it had a slight tint of golden flowers strange.You got up and walked out to what you thought was a dinning room with a TV,a set of chairs and table,a large chair with a designed cloth hanging over the back of it.You walked into a kitchen to be greeted by the goat monster you learned was asgore "did you sleep well my child" asgore said with kindness in his voice something you never got a home."yea I slept well,thank you"I say adding fake happiness to my voice to match his.then the thought came to you when can I go i mean don't get me wrong i like living with asgore but he cant know about me it will brake his heart,I'm a burden here i should leave.

"Hey asgore" you spoke spoked already think of what he could say."Yes my child" he spoke as he makes his tea.'now or never' "when can i leave the ruins.He stoped what he was doing and i was terrified of what he was going to do to me."i will be right back my child"he said walking off.You screwed up you chased him down to the basement it was all purple bricked with a few cobwebs here and there."you want to leave so bad don't you" he spoke and i wanted to say sorry 'you stupid child'."I'm going to destroy the only exit of the ruins so no human can leave and get killed by..."he paused"toriel"

Asgore blocked the way,"dad please I'm sorry"i spoke calling his my father he was way better then my real one and thats a fact."i need to leave the ruins i promise i will come and see you"i said feeling tears in my eyes 'yoir so ungrateful' the voices said and I broke down on the floor crying.Asgore stoped the fight and hugged you"I'm sorry child,its okay"he said in a warming voice i cried in his shoulder"its okay im here"i soon stoped crying and only hiccuped and whimpered."goodbye my child please watch over yourself,would you."he said giving me one last hug till he walked up stairs.i got up and walked to the door and i was greeted by a gust of cold air and snow.

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