Hi po. Thank you for inspiring readers like me. :)
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I used to wonder if you ever remember the days we've spent, those little talks, those laughs and those sweet smiles. I thought you'd still accept me, but you didn't. I don't know if all you showed me was true, or all part of an act. I don't know, I'm lost. I used to know if things getting in my way are for me, It's like I have a radar, and I detect it all. I failed, this time, I failed again. I am hurt, who won't be, right? that person you've shared everything with, betrayed you. I used to ask you, but none is all what you'll say. I've tried fixing it, but you refused. Maybe I'll just fate do it's work?I've done my part, it's enough. If you truly values what we've had, even you're hurt or dissapointed, You will still hear me out. I know you don't believe in all I've said. It's ok. I've expalined my side, you are to judge. I gave my best, maybe it wasn't enough, oh no, scratch that, it's not enough. I thought I can show you the real me when I'm with you, for I'm so comfortable with you. But, for the nth time, I'm wrong, again. I thought I knew everything about you, your likes, dislikes and everything, but I haven't. I want to be mad at you, but I just can't. I've always asked for your opinion, to know if I am changing, or has changed, but you didin't say anything and just ignored me. I know in God's time, every thing will be back not as what it used to, but better than that. Thank you, and take care