Ch. 1 -the knowing

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I wake up and look outside. -sigh- " its a nice day outside" - i smiled i looked up at my tv and turned it to the news. -news director- " it turns out to be that BTS will be disbanding. the leader rm has something to say.- RM- " ARMY, we love you so much, - his tears flowed down his face- "hope you can enjoy our music and remember us, WE LOVE YOU!!!!" he managed to yell before collapsing on the floor sobbing. 

They were having a last concert so i got on my laptop and bought first row tickets. I packed all my  items and went to camp outside the staples center. The best night, was today, seeing bts. 

~~TIME SKIP~~

9 years past by, yes you still loved BTS. You had enough money to move to SK, you learned Hangul (Korean) because of BTS. You were still sad that they disband, though they are still in touch with each other they went their own ways. You wore your BTS sweat shirt and put on on your headphones and listened to BTS songs, you walked down the street suddenly you started to cry. People kept looking at you weird but you didn't give a damn about them. Then you bumped into a guy, you said sorry many times. You bowed and kept looking at the ground embarrased, he said "You know BTS?" You: "yes, why?" "I'm sorry that they disband, but I hope that you move on live a happy life" You:"but I was happy! They are the reason I m still alive I had sucidal thoughts they saved me from depression!" You cried louder and harder, your tears just kept on coming. The man suddenly cupped your cheeks and wiped your tears away with his thumb. "Hey don't be sad, they would want you to be happy. Their songs had meaning to it, how to love yourself and move on. They are very greatful to have fan like you." You smiled and lifted your head only to see the oldest member in the group, Jin. You huged him and kept saying thank you and I live you over and over again, you said so many sweet thing it made Jin cry. You both said your goodbyes and went you seperte ways you now know that they only wanted to make ARMYS happy.

I walked home and flopped on my bed. I sobbed myself to sleep

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