Night had finally arrived, and the boys were snug in Cas's bed. Cas was filled with anxiety, not knowing how the night was gonna go. "Dean, I'm sorry I've been acting crazy this week. I'm just so worried I'm gonna loose you."
"Cas, I've told you this a thousand times. You're not gonna loose me." Dean had a very difficult time saying the words "I love you" to people. He had only said it to his little brother maybe once. Something about it scared him. Cas knew this and didn't mind. He knew deep down Dean loved him. But he felt like this was the time to say it.
"Cas, I love you. So, so much." Of course, Cas immediately started crying. "Dean, I c-can't believe you just s-said that. Oh Dean, I love you so much." Hearing those words come out of Dean's mouth made all of Cas's anxiety disappear.
"I love you so much it hurts, Cas. I'm sorry I never said it before." Then something happened that neither of them expected. Dean softly kissed Cas's cheek. It was intended as a gesture of friendship, but they began to feel something more.
They slowly moved closer, till they were centimeters apart. "Dean," Cas whispered. They pressed their lips together, in one simultaneous motion. It was the best kiss Cas had ever had. They pulled away and stared at each other with shocked faces. "Holy shit."
"What just happened?"
"We just k-kissed?"
"Is it bad that I kind of liked it?" They both exchanged glances and knew they wanted to do it again. This time it was more intense. Dean climbed on top on Cas and could feel his pants tightening. Their lips parted, allowing their tongues to enter each other's mouths. Nothing had ever felt so good.
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When Dean woke up the next morning, he began to panic. "Cas, wake up. Am I insane or did we fucking make out last night?" Cas wasn't sure what to say. "We did."
"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for it to go so far. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Cas was almost positive Dean was gonna have a panic attack. "Dean, calm down! It's ok, let's just forget about it. It's no worries."
"Cas, you don't like guys do you?" Cas thought about it No, he didn't like guys. Dean was just his best friend, nothing more. "Dean come on. You know I don't. It was just a little mishap. It'll be okay."
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forever bliss - destiel au
Fanfic[completed] Cas and Dean had been best friends for as long as they could remember. Since they were next door neighbors, they did everything together. In fact, the were practically inseparable. The only reason Cas tried out for the football team, was...
