Me, Myself, and My Thoughts

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Humanity.What a strange quality that so many people yearn for. The word Humanity has so many meanings that its endless. Compassion. Understanding. Kindness. Sympathy. Mercy. All these words that we all as humans create for ourselves, to make us understand how we feel, will one day become nothing. The world will one day forget our existence, along with all achievements that would have once meant the world to us. Whether it be earning the badge of school captain, coming first in a race, making it in for the school team of volleyball, surviving high school, surviving life, everything. One day this will all be gone. Some may be desperate to find the cast outs of school, of the world, and spend the rest of the little time they have trying to cause you pain everyday, who made others believe as if nightmares in your sleep were enough.I think about this everyday. The small seconds of my life ticking away as I think about something, that will one day, mean nothing. My name is Andrew Micolyns, and this is my story.

I'm sure everybody remembers the endless horrific days of highschool, and all the different types of groups, that were built together to survive. Such as the highschool cheerleaders, the jocks, being the only people who seem to know how to play sport, the geeks, the norms, the goths, and the cast outs. All of these groups, made only to humiliate the simple detail that life has its moments. All these groups, weren't mine to partake in. I wasn't sporty, and i'm still not, I'm not popular, i'm not gothic, i'm not average, i'm not a cast out, I don't bully others, I'm not even a geek. I'm just one of those few people that have nowhere. That have nothing. I am nothing. At least that's what I'm told, every school day, by those torturers others call bullys.

You see, these people, if you can even call them that, have troubles at home, because if that wasn't the case, I wouldn't be the daily target. It's as if I have a fucking arrow pointed above my head, stating 'I don't fit in, bully me'. All because of these assholes that people think are "cool", I currently have no friends. It's as if I asked siri what 0 divided by 0 was, and during her explanation, she took away every piece of decency I have. (If you don't know what I mean, ask siri what 0 divided by 0 equals.) Some may say that this is upsetting, and that I should get help, If there is someone causing trouble. But the thing is, I've already tried. Nobody will listen. I just get the same old saying, 'Don't react, they'll stop once they realise that you don't care.' If this was the case, maybe I wouldn't have gone to the many teachers that just don't give a flying fuck. In other words, if your in year 6, and your about to transition into year 7, expect no sympathy from any kind of adult in your school life. I, being a 15 year old male in grade 9, has obviously tried, as I stated two sentences ago. 

In my school, we have no personal respect for those around us, and by we, I mean everybody who is not like me. Being the geeks, goths, jocks, and you probably get all the groups by now. Examples of these kind of asshats, would be a guy in the jock group, and his girlfriend, who would be in the bitchy group.Okay...Fine. The cheerleading group. What are their names, you ask, well, I'll start off with the worst one. The one in group dick, Oops, I think that was a 'Typo', I mean Jock.

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