Silence of a fearful god {RM} pt.2

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Hello guys! I'm working on something that I think you are going to love. Btw, I'm posting on my NCT Story this weekend. 💛

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// J-Hope's POV //

Water burns in the back of my eyes as I listen into Jin's room.

The thought of my leader being depressed, really made me think.

I know it's kind of selfish, but I always thought I was the only one on this team who was struggling. Of course I knew that the others had their own issues at hand, but I assumed they were stronger than me.

My demons raced around my head and I put my head in my hands.

I should have known that he was depressed; I guess thats what everyone says when someone they love is depressed. Depression is never-ending; chronic.

My heart burns when I had to morbid question of self-harm. I swear to god if he did then I will personally spank him.

I'm not allowed to, but I will.

I know I can't keep holding myself captive.

But how can I free me from myself?

// Jin's POV //

When my eyes flickered open, I saw my Dongsaeng sleeping next to me.

I've never really noticed, but he really is gorgeous.

His eyes lashes are like a beautiful sheet of silk, the way his hair aligned with his dimples, it was beauty in it's true form.

My feelings started for him when we first met.

I don't know, but something about him was worth protecting.

I've seen him at his best and I've seen him at his worst. Even his monsters inside were heavenly.

I cried for months, knowing that he will never love me the way I love him.

His sunlight haunts me.

I rub my palms up and down his arm, feeling all of his skin.

I watched him as he dreamed a beautiful dream.

I touched his cheeks and it felt like touching faultless water, the kind where one touch on your skin and you get enchanted.

I stared at his lips; they look like lips from a perfect painting.
Picasso in flesh.

My atoms glisten with desire as I leaned my forehead onto his.

Hope in my blood, I pulled him in for an unconscious kiss.

I tasted his aurora freely.

His warm mouth paving my lungs.

This is so wrong, I should pull away.

I started to remove my love from him, until I felt him kiss me back.

My heart stopped in fear.

He kissed my deeply, and grabbed my body gently. I jumped on top of him and gave up all of me.

We both stopped for a second, gazing at each other in our eyes.

We smile and then kiss harder.

As we rode, the angels in the air guide us toward each other.

The holy ghosts fill through us and into the sleepless night.

// J-Hope's POV //

"Hobi?"

I turn my body and saw Yoongi in his night wear.

I tried to smile at his presence, "Hyung what are you doing awake?"

"Same to you."

I didn't know how to respond:

"I felt lost."

He grins and with his arms on his hips, he hugged him tightly, touching my neck.

Fire runs in my veins; I don't have the heart to pull away.

"Come. I'll bring you home," he whispered in my eyes and leads me to his room.

This time, I smiled.

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