Is This Life Worth It

Chapter 1

*beep beep beep beep* I wake up to my alarm clock at 5:00 A. M.,  oh great,  another day in hell. As I get dressed,  I quickly pack my bag and get ready for school.  2 hours later,  I'm ready and I'm walking out the door,  we arrive at my school,  I meet some of my only friends at the front before the door opens and another day in hell begins.  When the bell rings,  I stride off to 1s period,  ICT 2, which is honestly my most favorite class of the day,  besides art.  As I walk through the doors I Bro fist my friend and walk to my seat,  login, and begin typing lessons 6-8.  It was hectic,  but 45 minutes later,  I finished it.  I then got on slendytubbies at gameshed.com.  Then the bell ring and I went off to second period,  Social Studies.  After doing some study guide,  I then headed off to break where my friend accidently stabbed me,  I just cleaned it and forgave him.  I went to third period,  Algebra 1. It sucked,  we had a test on PEMDAS and Number Operations.  After that I went to the cafeteria to eat because we had lunch early in Art.  We went to the classroom and started working with textures,  then we experimented some more outside.  After that I went to 5th period,  English,  all was well until I walked by this kid named Keegan who told me mean things and asked me if I was in all retarded classes this year,  I was actually in all advanced for 8th Grade and me and some others were 1 year ahead of everyone else.  Then we went to 6th period,  Science,  and then the end of the school day.  As I hopped into the car,  I popped my headphones on and started listening to some rock and music.  I walked inside,  and went to the bathroom and thought back to all that had happened today.  I found it just lying there,  my razor knife,  and I picked it up.  Iurged so hard not to,  but then came the flashbacks and before I knew it my arm was coated in a thick sheet of blood and cuts.  I bandaged and disinfected them and then went to my room.