"Abigail what do you think you are doing? We have to get ready to go to church." she wakes me up with yelling.
"i hate to brake to you but i don't believe in God i what you would say lost faith." i look at her face hoping she gets pissed.
"WHAT I DON'T BELIEVE YOU." she dose. she gets furious. i love that.
"what are you going to do about it? beat me that is going to make me believe less." i grin as i see the look on her face.
"what type of example do you think you are setting for the kids?" she gets closer to me hopping i would change me belief.
"as long as they don't know it won't effect them." my grin gets bigger
"well you can stay in this room and think about everything and when we get back we will she how will be smiling them." She storms out of the room ans slams the room. i smile and get up to walk to the door.
"what the fuck. open the fucking door." i scream. its locked i bang on it i go to the window and see everyone leaving. i see Edith staring back at me with a smile.i smile back. her smile turns back into her normal face and she walk's away.
i look around my room and find my book bag that i was brought here with. i get all of my three shirts and four pares of pants and pack them all in the bag. i find a paper and pen and write notes to the kids and to Jewel just saying good bye and how much i will miss them and that i love them. i cant forget the lovely Edith to her i just write "GO TO HELL." I'm sure she will love it. i grab a lamp that i don't think has very been used i smash it against the door knob. the door opens. i didn't think that would work.
i go to the boys room and place there letters on there beds. i go to Jewels room and place her note down. last but not least i go to Edith's office and place it down on her desk. while I'm in there i get the letter for the kids parents and cope them. i take the copies and place the originals back. just so i have something from them.
i find an old journal that looks like it hasn't been used and a Polaroid camera. i grab them, i will use them every day. i don't care hows it is i just take it. i go back to my room and grab a picture of me and all the kids and the baby's. i go to the front door. i take a deep breath i open the door and smile. My adventure starts once i walk out this door. i close my eyes and take a step.
