I am afraid.
I am in a way forced to love a side which I already know about.
That side has hurt me,
it has tortured me to my core
and it has taken every single thing that I used to adore.
On the other hand,
the other side is unexplored and very tempting.
To believers of Christ,
it's like looking inside the broken mirror and discovering that the reason why it was tempting you in the first place was because the snake was whispering into our ears filling them with poison.
We are in the Garden of Eden.
