My "Simple" Life.

Chapter 19

Jennifer's point of view

I can't believe this is happening to me,but why does it always get fucked up?

I will forever be alone,I'm not gonna have a long term relationship ever,I just know that...

And that baby thing,I can't believe it!

I don't know what I'm gonna do but I'm sure as he'll not gonna tell my mom about it yet...

I have to decide what I'm gonna do...

*calls leah*

-Leah. We gotta talk. Come over as fast as you can okay?

'Sure Jen,is everything fine?

-I'll explain it all when you'll be here.love you.

I hung up.

I'm nervous,I hope she won't tell me to keep the baby,I know it's dangerous but there's always a chance that everything will be fine,I guess...

*knocks on the front door*

'Come on bitch open up!!! You freaked me out!'

-I'm coming I'm coming

I opened the door and I just hugged Leah immediately and I burst into tears.

'Wow,Jen what's going on? You didn't tell me how was the meeting with that doctor we going online... Harry?'

-yeah... Well that's why I called you to come over.

Leah listen,he told me that if I'm gonna have this abortion I might cause a huge damage to my womb... Or even worse, that I won't survive it at all. There was a complication.

I just had to tell you,I told doctor Harry that I'm gonna take a few more days to decide what I'm gonna do next, but the thing is that Harry offered me help... He was so kind to me and told me that if I need any help that he can do this and not just as my doctor but as a friend... But of course I told him no because I don't even know the guy.. so I need your help lee.

I could see Leah was starting to cry

' oh god Jen. I can't believe it that's horrible!

Of course you're not gonna do this abortion!!!'

I stayed silent

'Are you?!

Jen god what's wrong with you?! NO you're not going to do this okay?! Are you out of your mind? I'm not gonna lose you.'

-but Leah think about it,I can't raise this child on my own. You know I can't do this again!

It's just to hard for me!

'Jen I know this is gonna sound wired but I think you should consider Harry's offer. Look,I know you don't know him but he sounds like an honest person and you know that in any case you can come to me and I will help you in whatever you want. That's what friends are for dumb ass.

I'm just not gonna lose you,you're my best friend Jen,and I'm not gonna Lose yo because of some kind of mistake that you fucked up with Marc again okay?

Just listen to me,and together we are gonna have this baby!

By the way,does your parents know about this whole thing Jen?'

-umm no...not actually,I haven't told them yet.

I'm just scared of their reaction.

But think about it,my parents are gonna say the exact same thing.

I'm on my own! I have nobody!

My mom is gonna freak out,you know her... She's gonna throw me away as soon as she hears that I'm pregnant from Marc again Leah...

But Leah,are you really think taking Harry's help is a good idea?

I mean,he has been really nice to me all the meeting and during the ultrasound I caught him staring at my abs and smiling a little bit,I think he's kind of into me but you know I'm not sure if I can trust him,after all I just met him today...

'Jen I don't think that a man would just offer you this kind of help. I really think that he wants the best for you and I don't know,I just have this hunch that he's a good man. Jen,you know that my hunches are always right.'

-yeah,I forgot about your hunches girl. Okay so Leah you promise that you're gonna help me with the baby? I know you have your own family and the last thing you need right now is more things to do and worries on your mind baby... I really feel bad because of this...

'Oh Jen just shut up! Of course I will help you! In everything that you want,even if you will want a cup of frrapochino from Starbucks in the middle of the night okay?'

I laughed. She really knows me.

-oh I love you so much lee!!!!

Okay I think I'm gonna call Harry and tell him that I agree to his offer and I'm not gonna do this abortion.

Fuck. I'm gonna have another baby!

To be continued...