Alex POV
I'm in my room lost, alone and sobbing my eyes out. I would have never seen the day. Our relationship lasted 2 years almost 3. Why couldn't we just last. I miss her I just wanna have Lauren back, but I must respect her space and just move on.
Arron POV
My brother has been upset this whole day and it makes everyone gloomy. Once he filmed that video he went straight to his room and he even locked the door. Me and Roni and Nessa were in shock and didn't know what to do.
Roni: we should check on him
Nessa: Are you sure I think we should give him space
Aaron: were just gonna have to check on him.
Both of them: okay
We went and knocked on his door. No answer. I took out the keys for the house and opened his door. He was on the floor, the room had smelled like pure alcohol. Alex was in his closet next to where moose's cage was.
Nessa: hey Alex, d-do you wanna talk to us?
Alex: sure what do you guys need?
Aaron: Alex, were worried about you, all week you've been in this room drinking your emotions away.
Roni: Aaron be calm
Aaron: what Alex? We want to help you so badly but you just won't except it
*Aaron walks out and Roni follows him*
Nessa POV
I was worried for him and him just draining his emotions away with beer and just declining his health.
Nessa: hey Alex do you wanna talk or do something today with roni and Aaron
Out of nowhere Alex gets uo but trips on me. I'm on the floor with him on top of me.
Nessa: Alex can you get off from me please Alex.
Alex attempted to get up so once there was a gap to stand up I did and led him to his bed.
Alex: Nessa?
Nessa: yeah, what's up
Alex: why do you think Lauren left me?
Nessa: I can't answer that
Alex: please just tell me
He sobbed on my shoulder and just let it all out. I was scared that he would go back to drinking since I didn't tell him m, I can't I don't know the only one that knows is Lauren.
Alex: I SAID TELL ME
Out of nowhere I see him standing infront of me with a frown. I started to sweat a little bit. He got closer to me and I tried backing up but I was at the edge of the bed. He did the unthinkable. He grabbed his drink and smashed it on the edge of the counter and pointed the sharp edges at me.
Nessa: what are you doing Alex
Alex: nothing...just having fun
He launches in front of me and that tells me to get out. I backed up form him but failed to do so. He grabbed and gripped hardly on my wrist. It was the alcohol. Alex would never do something like this to anyone.
Nessa: stop Alex y-you're hurting me
Alex: shhhhh it's gonna be okay
Out of nowhere I see someone behind Alex and it's Aaron and Roni. They grabbed Alex and pushed him out of the way
Aaron: Alex what the fuck are you going
Roni: Nessa are you okay?
Nessa: y-yeah
Alex: I thought you two went on a date?
Aaron: why does that matter
Alex: just leave me alone
Aaron: cmon guys I'll take you home
They thought walk out but I stayed a few more seconds to get a glance of him. I left and could still feel his grip on my wrists.
Roni: are you okay?
Nessa: un yeah i-im fine
Roni: you sure
Nessa: yes. I'm sure
I made it home Roni went to tiger but I immediately went to my bed and laid there staring at the ceiling.
Nessa and Roni's dad: hey you okay?
Nessa: yeah I'm fine
Nessa and Roni's dad: hey we're goin out wanna come
Nessa:nah I'm okay but thanks
He walked out but something was telling me that I should've gone. I started thinking about it but then tried drifting to sleep.
*Bing*
text messages
Alex: hey can we talk?
{To be continued}
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Heh guys unshaven wrote una while but just a disclaimer I didn't mean this to harm Lauren or Alex I just wanted to write a story about how things just might not last. And no matter how precious it is thats life. ANYwaYs that was all of my energy into this
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FanfictionI'm scared, it was hard going through it. I haven't felt so lonely in a while. I can't move on, I just can't. I wish she was with me. But then I met you, our friendship is so strong it actually made me be myself again and all I can say is thank you...
