Lost for Music

Prologue

Joining a band is hard.  Having a band while studying is much harder. 

But you know what's the most hardest thing? 

Choosing your passion and dreams over the man you love.  The man who's with you through ups and downs. The man whom you love and trust truly. 

But THAT man is no longer yours. He's with someone else now.  Someone much better. Someone who has the time to give and to spare for that man. 

Unlike me. 

I spent most of my time on gigs, I spent most of my time writing songs.  I spent most of my time in music. 

That each seconds, minutes, hours. I'm already losing him.

I didn't do anything to get him back. Instead I focus on my band.

Music music music music music.

What am I going to do? 

It's what I'am good at. 

Not chasing exes and begging for them to stay. I'm not that selfish. It's my fault in the first place.

Maybe he is not just for me.

Maybe there is someone out there is waiting and hoping that their true love will come.