A week into Jimin's holiday, everything felt empty to him and had no point. Sadly, he couldn't even hit up his friends, because everyone had left except for Jungkook apparently.
He eyes his phone for what feels like a million centuries before he dives across his bed for the device that lay prone.
It had been ringing and buzzing with texts all this past few days and he hadn't had the courage to check them. To no surprise, a lot of them were from Jungkook, amongst other things.
So clearly, Jeon Jungkook was just as alone as he was right now and it tugged at his heart in confusing ways. He was kinda relieved to know that he was the only one that Jungkook wanted.
On the flip side, he was pissed off that, this was the only thing Jungkook wanted him for.
It seared him like a burning hot fire poker to acknowledge that Jungkook didn't want HIM. Only his dick, or so it seems.
He went to Jungkook's contact and decided he'd type him a message to come over. Even if they would only fuck and Jungkook would leave, it would also break some of Jimin's loneliness.
He hadn't sent a text to Jungkook like this since their break up, its always stuff pertaining to a meet up with the friends and Jungkook would always text him about meeting up.
Three sharp knocks on Jimin's door, throws him off completely because Jungkook just shoots him a text and he knows the door is always open, so he barges in and usually jumps Jimin right there.
" Hi?" Jimin breathes feeling a bit uncertain with new the situation.
" You didn't accept my calls or read my texts" Jungkook says instead and his whole body language screams upset and affronted-ness.
" I know" is all Jimin can say, as he rakes his eyes over Jungkook that looks breathtaking in a black pea-coat, his mop of black hair covered by a haphazardly placed Beanie.
" YOU called ME." Jungkook states, and clearly, he's just as confused, but the twinkle in his eyes seems to make him look smug.
" Uhm..yeah. But..you uh " Jimin says quickly, only to trail off because he's still not used to it all. The whole fucking idea of FWE, is just..absurd to him.
Yet of course, he'd been doing it for this long.
Jungkook's sweet tinkling laughter breaks him out of his thoughts and his eyes flash up to Jungkook's flushed face.
" You see? This is why I make all the plans, why I make the decisions." The younger snorts.
And Jimin cannot help the smile that creeps across his lips, because Jungkook is so cute and sassy and just adorable like this, so at ease and its beautiful to him because for once, Jungkook isn't just moaning into his mouth. But they're TALKING again.
" Okay, so, I don't feel like being indoors today Jimin" Jungkook states after a beat and he tugs Jimin out by the hand, leading him down the hallway as he bubbles about the plans he's making.
Jimin listened intently, feeling giddy in his stomach.
They ended up at Jungkook's favorite thrift shop and Jimin got to sit on a futon and laugh his ass off with all the crazy clothes Jungkook was fitting on.
Doesn't mean it didn't look good though. It looked too fucking good if he's honest.
Jungkook dashes around the shop once more and he grabs various, scary looking items.
" C'mon, let's see how you look in this" he cooed to Jimin and alarm clocks go off in Jimin's head, but Jimin could never say no when Jungkook was glowing like that.
So he gets up with a sigh and follows Jungkook inside the tiny little fitting room.
He slips his t-shirt over his head and he reaches for the skimpy looking vest that Jungkook has in his hands.
But Jungkook steps forward with a smirk and he slips the vest over Jimin's head, running his fingers over the muscle as he goes.
Jimin's core is stabbed with lust and his arms wind around Jungkook's waist, pulling him flush against his chest.
For minutes on end, they just stare at each other, and breath in the air stuck between them. Then Jungkook leans forward and he brushes his lips to Jimin's so softly, that Jimin isn't even sure it was real.
And Jimin takes a moment before he dives in and kisses Jungkook hard. Like they always do, sucking Jungkook's bottom lip between his teeth, only to have Jungkook whimper and slow them down, once again kissing slowly, ghosting his soft lips against Jimin's frantic plush ones.
Jimin is confused, they don't do this. They don't brush lips so softly, so gently.
He runs his hands lower on Jungkook's body, to cup the boy's voluptuous ass that he'd been ogling mere minutes ago.
As he expected, Jungkook let's out a breathy groan and he arches into Jimin, deepening the kiss while he tangled is fingers into Jimin's hair and Jimin's heart seems to calm down because THIS is normal.
Sadly, it dawns on him that if they have sex here, their day would be over and he doesn't want it to end just yet.
On the other hand, he cannot comprehend this whole change in the way they surge together. It FEELS too much. Its making hope bloom in his chest and he cannot afford to hope anymore.
" Jimin..wait" Jungkook pants, pushing slightly against Jimin's chest and the latter cannot help the relief that flows in his chest.
" Why?" He breathes against Jungkook's addicting lips, despite his inner relief.
" We still have the whole day" Jungkook says and the surprise is evident on Jimin's face and Jungkook is surprised himself at his own words.
They share a smile that makes Jimin's heart constrict and he steals small glances from Jungkook who's putting the clothes back together with an expression of internal confusion.
" You know, we used to do this a lot?" Jungkook says quietly as they make their way down a familiar road.
Jimin hums in ascent but he doesn't look at Jungkook because he knows. He knows these things so well because this was their 'thing'.
They'd go out together and Jungkook would whine to go to the thrift shop even though he's already bought all their selected items on sale.
Then they'd take slow walks down this very road and feed each other ice creams --okay, Jungkook would make smears on Jimin's cheeks and laugh, but that's beside the point.
They had fun talking about the stupidest things and they didn't want the day to end. But at the same time they did, so that they could be alone and just cuddle up on the couch with each other.
...That day, they end up back at Jimin's apartment. Except, Jimin is the one to initiate any sexual intercourse. Feeling that maybe if they did something more along their normal lines, he wouldn't have these stupid thoughts about their past and suspicion around everything they did today.
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