There will be mentions of suicide, rape, and abuse throughout this story. If you are sensitive to any of there subjects, it's advised for you to leave. I don't want to be held accountable for actions that someone has taken upon themselves or others after reading this, so there's your warning.
So, the first time I actually explained to someone how hurt I was, someone else yelled at me for it. The person that yelled at me doesn't know this account exists so I'm just going to post my vents here. You don't have to read if ya don't want to.