u have no idea what my mind beholds/
nice guy? only half of whats inside my soul/
raised to believe christ but now ive come to hide whats known/
hard believing when i feel that i am trapped/
i know tons bout the bible but my demons keep me back/
stuck in a lost place, clear visions what i lack/
i could show u how to torture someone and just laugh/
i could open up hell and send u down to it/
atleast my mind can, sinister thinkin can do it/
stuck inside the devils arms and i feel im bouta lose it/
and nobody can get me out, im drowned out by my music/
read my lyrics, u see im in a dark place/
im tryna get out and find my way to a new me/
im tryna get out and reveal the true me/
i have a caring heart. im loving and nothing could move me/
but then i let the demons in..now im stuck writing dark music/
i feel like im possessed by anger and hate/
the loving and caring is blocked, im being pulled away/
darkness wont let me go, God keeps me sane/
its a tug a war on my soul and hell is my known fate.../
am i really saved? or do i think i am?/
is god really here? am i really part of his plan?/
or am i forgotten and lost in the sinful ways of man?/
i wanna get out, but no answers are coming to my prayers/
and it makes it harder to believe, with the evil in the air/
