The mad screamer <{mineplexofficial/Graser10/Bayani FF}>

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()()()()AFTER SECOND MEET UP ON DAY TWO()()()()

Robyn's POV

"You guys, we should get everyone in our room to play truth or dare!" i was almost sqeeling at the idea, i seriously wanted to ask these people questions and make them uncomfortable!

"They always end up being DIRTY THOUGH!" Graser complained.

We ended up getting the threesome, Brayden, Ryan, and Mitch, Julio and Devon, H and everyone in our room to play with us. "Doods got swag?!" i shouted. Mitch hollared and i smiled. "OKAY lets play, whos going first?"

"Robyn truth or dare" Brayden asked, i thought about it. "DARE!" "I dare you to pull down Mitch's pants and take his picture" i grabbed my hand and pulled mitch into the closet with me. "Please dont" mitch whispered. "It's just a dare dingus" i pulled down mitchs sweat pants and took a picture. "If you show anyone-" i smiled at him. "Dont worry" i patted his cheek. "Your the best so far" i walked out of the closet with Mitch following behind and i sat back down on my spot on the floor.

"GRASER! Truth or dare!" "DARE ME BABY!" he fist pumped and we all looked at him. i shook my head. "I Dare you, to kiss H" i started to take a sercret video.

"CAN I CHICKEN?!" H asked with alarm. "Just deal with it, theres no chickens" i sighed. "Fine!" Graser grabbed the front of H's short and he pulled him in and kissed him, flat out on the lips. i started to laugh.

i can now watch that whenever i fell like it. it went around some more and then Devon yelled "Truth or dare Julio!" "Truth" "would you bang anyone in this room?" "Yea" we all ooooo'd

"Graser truth or dare" "Truth" "If you are, who are you in love with," Graser looked down, "I haven't even told her yet, but," Graser looked up at me. "Robyn," he smiled and looked back down.

Graser loves me? "GRASER!" Parker and Jordon both yelled. "Robyn, hes not the only one" Parker said as Jordon cut him off. "Parker and I love you too"

They all loved me? Why me? i shook my head and stood up. "You guys, cant, its not possible.I- Just uh" i was stumbling over my words, i suddenly had a wave of nausua and headache, i had to leave.

i ran outside of the room. i just couldn't.

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Parkers POV

We all love her, we all stood up after she left and we all started yelling at each other. "GUYS!" Yelled H, "Nothing is helping when your all just yelling at each other! Your acting childish!" he stormed out of the room. "ROBYN!" i heard him yell from outsdie the room.

We all looked at each other. "One of us should've been the one to go after her, not H you guys." i was alarmed by our behaviour. None of us thought about how this would impact her.

"If i have too, ill call or text her, but im going after her" i walked out of the room and started to wonder where she went.

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H's POV <{OOOOOOO this is new}>

I was running after Robyn, i had no idea where she went.

i was pissed at the guys, you dont do that! you just dont! and you have to work it out with the person your trying to be with first before you claim anything, and they were all acting like she belong to them, that she was just an object. "Robyn!" i cupped my hands around my mouth and called again. "ROBYN!" i was running down the block trying to find her.

She doesn't know what's in this city, none of us really do.

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Robyn's POV

I heard H calling my name. he was a really good friend. but i just couldn't handle.

i ran around the building and hid, H ran past me and i stay silent. He looked so worried, i kinda felt bad.

a few minutes later everyone was running out of the hotel and breaking into groups. i snuck by them and went back into my room. i brabbed one of my jones bottle and chugged it. i reached into my side pocket on my bag and took it out.

i took out my safety red swiss army knife. this was my smallest knife, i had gotten a year ago after the last 'incedent' i usually kept it clipped into my bra strap, but i had left it in my bag because sometimes when im reminded i kinda do things with it that aren't good, or nice.

this was one of those times.

i went into the bathroom with my knife. usually i didnt do anything with it just stared at it, but i had to. i picked it up and moved my hair to the side.

"One cut for today

Two cuts for tomorrow

Three cuts for hope that it doesnt end the same way with sorrow"

i whispered as my neck was bleeding where the knife was traced.

i felt no pain. i never felt pain there. to many things had happened there that were so painful, nothing compares.

i started going through my whole life, good and bad. i picked up my phone. i had to tell somebody.

@Robynisawesome- I've been doing this so long, my life has been to long, i can't handle it anymore

i knew i would die young, either be my hands or by accedent.

i exited the bathroom and grabbed another jones, i chugged that one too and walked back into the bathroom. locking myself in this time.

this is the final time, the last time.

One cut...Two cuts... Three... was being chanted in my head.

The voices. the voices were back. i needed my voldka, or, i needed to end it.

Poor Robyn, cant handle people as well as they thought she could..... the voices said. "SHUT UP!" i yelled. We are part of you untill you END it girly "Stop, please, what did i do?" you did nothing, "Then why are you here" we cant tell you that.... "UAH! GET OUT!" the tears that had never fell, fell in that few seconds. i only shed so many, with every one i die.

"Your going to be the death of me" i whispered. Thats a good thing....

i banged my head against the wall. it left a dent "Stop it. STOP TALKING! JUST STOP!" that voice kept going, chanting, whispering, screaming, oh god there were so many.

I was kneeling on the ground crying when the door broke open.

"If you dont do it i will" i yelled it at the top of my lungs and i lurched for my knife. "Goodbye forever" i brought it to my neck. no one, no voices, everything, was gone.

it felt so good to be able to hear myself, not need to worry.

<{OH NO! see you in the next chapter! cliff hanger i know im evil}>