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rape help me

Most people will thank i have everything but they don't know what happened. this will probably have you in tears but some way i need to till my story...... It all started when my birth dad was trying to get full custody of me and my siblings so this was around 2008 or 2009 i was about when i was 5 or 6 because i was born in 03 so i was young to start of with i was like in second grade leaving with my birth dad in the Tampa FL area .so it Started with me meeting my step brother or cousin i was very excited to meet him becausec i never meet none of my real relatives because I was in foster care I got tooken away from my mom and dad at a young age a before my dad was trying to get full custody of me and my siblings so of course I was young so I wanted to meet people especially my family. So the first time that I know things wasn't right was when my dad asked my cousin or step brother to Watch Over Me and my siblings so he did and while my sister and brother was sleeping he went to my bed start touching me very sexually I thought was a play or we was playing because I was young so I didn't have no clue so I just continued and say that he was a police officer searching me for weapons but actually he was touching my area my front and I did not know what to do so I kept it a secret because he was begging me. This happened multiple times when my dad to go to work he didn't have no clue until one day... he walked in when me and him was in the room together he saw that he was touching me oh my upper thigh getting close to my vagina so my dad took me very quickly to his room and he said do you know who you was doing why are you let him do that and was kept on yelling at me I did not know what to do I just said do what I thought we was playing my dad just kept on yelling and yelling at me. So you started crying because I didn't know what to do my dad was mad at me and I was punished and I was like why why he said cuz you let him did that to you now I do what I don't understand just don't have to do that to you again and my cousin or brother was not allowed to come over again to babysit me and my siblings by himself. This is when he really did rape me so my dad had to work late she went over to his house where it's a neighborhood away so my dad took me and my siblings to his house which was my step-mom or auntie and I never could trust her and she had a daughter so all the time I hang out with her, so it was gained super late and if I was asleep already and I was scared so I stayed up I was scared that something bad was going to happen so then I seen my cousin or step brother he was naked and going to the bathroom his bedroom was next to the bathroom to the bathroom so after he came out the bathroom, he said come here and I was like why he was like just come here in a weird way so I did what he said cuz I listen to people order to me so then he took me to his room he said now we are by ourselves and nobody can do nothing so they need told me to lay on the bed and I was like okay because I thought I was watching a movie and then he start taking off my clothes and I was like what are you doing he said quiet don't say nothing did you say look at that movie which was really p*** so I was like okay and he started to continue what he wanted I'll try to see what time it is he wanted to have sex with me he did I did not know where was I don't know what we was doing he was just in me and I was so confused. Then I woke up in his bedroom with no clothes on and I just found my clothes pick them up put them on I went to the living room we're I supposed to be sleeping at. I act like nothing happened last night but had to tell somebody so like a month afterwards I told one of my teachers that I know any call my dad it asked if you know he said I didn't know and then it was like this second time that a sexual thing happened to me so the courts decided that wasn't safe for me to be with him the last time I saw my dad was the night before I went to school. I just remember after that I got picked up by a woman she works for the Sheriff's Office it's just taking me to a better place and I could never said goodbye to my father I only had tears. I still ask myself today was it the right thing to do and everyone says yes it was the right thing to do you're in a better place that you can feel safe. so I don't know what happened to my step brother or cousin I just know I can't see my real family until I'm 18...

So how do u like the story??i know at least there was tears but just know i had a lot of those in my life time.(im 15 im leaving in Florida still but at a different part though.im in the 9th grade a and b student but mostly a's) though i been through a lot i am still trying to be successful so far.if u wont to talk about hard Times u can dm me on here and vote

Part 2 of my story it will be coming soon