The Family Secret Part 1

My Name Is Jai for some reason everyone calls me mookie, their isnt too much to say about my life my mother is an alcoholic my dad been behind bars all my life.... there is just one story that haunts me still till this day....

It was mid sunmer in june the day was pretty nice outside... my god sister came knocking on my door "why Dont you come outside we can hang?" Lay said ... " yeah lemme juss ask my mom ";  i walked in the kitchen and asked my mother if it was alright.. "be back before the street lights come on!" Mother yelled.. i ran out as fast as i could i was tired being in that house.. Me and my god sister ran to her grandfathers store around the corner to my mommas house, we laughed and laughed watching this old tv show you can tell it must have been an oldies..."Lay we about to leave!" Lay's mother yelled ...i was sad that i had to go back to my house that didnt feel like home...

As i leave i decide to take the long way home.. As i walked close to my house my cousin Little man shouted  ; "Jai"  i was startled, I turned around, "Hey little man" (little man had to be in his late 40s) , "where you in a rush to go?" He questioned me and a eye brow raised , "Back home " i replied assuring him,  "why dont i just drive you? alexis at your moms house i need to pick her up also." He suggested ,
i nobbed my head.. ( Alexis Is My cousin shes older by like 6 years) 

"Aw shit I Forgot Alexis bathing suit We going swimming later ...you mind if i run back to my house and get it?" Lil man asked, i didnt care his house wasnt too far from where we was at. "Sure thats fine"; i replied as we ride to his house after 7mins we arrived. "How about you come wimme and help me find her bathing suit?" Lil man asked. I just nobbed my head.. we got out the car shortly we entered the house...

"Look in those bags in ha room imma take a seat" he asked... i scrambled thru the bag it didnt take me long to find it ..." GOT IT!" I said , "Thank you can you hand it to me?" Lil man asked... As i hand it to him, He grabbed my arm and pulled me to the bed where he was sitting and layed me on top of his chest  and gripped me up .."WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!" i yelled "hushh" he yelled;  "please get off of me" i tried to push him off of me but he was to strong... he flipped me over i began to cry and asked the lord to please save me ... i cried and barely could speak and was shooked ..."calm down im not gonna hurt you i used to do this to alexis when she was younger to teach her this is how men treat females " He let me go and kissed me on my cheek...i didnt know what to think i was hurt i was broken ...having thoughts like is this really how men treat females? I ran back outside and cried he ran after me ..."cmon lemme take u home" he told me ... i couldnt think i hopped in the car... my mind had all these thoughts like "what if he was gonna rape me? "

As we was near the house i yelled, "lemme out at this corner" he smiled "okay " and i began to pull the door he pulled my arm and spoke "take this change you can buy whatever you want from the store" he gribbed my thigh "whatever we do we keep between us you understand?" ... i ran out the door with the loose change he have me.... shortly i was near my foot steps i had to act normal pull myself together and enter this house with all the thoughts and a heavy heart i had have😔💔