As I entered the house with the heavy heart I had have I seen my mother and Alexis.. Alexis was panting my mother's toenails with her favorite color gold nail polish .. surprisingly this was my mother's normal day she wasn't drunk and that was a relief.. " Hey Jai" Alexis said, "Hello" i really didnt want to speak due to what has happened , "i made spaghetti im about to fix our plate Jai... Alexis you want a plate to take home?" My mother said , "No thank you." Aleixs replied... i stood still having flash backs i felt a tear coming down my face and wiped it as fast as i could ... i didn't want my mother to see me crying ...
As i walked to the dinner table and took a seat my mother hurried and sat my plate down and lean in to kiss me on the cheek i moved fast and yelled "NO" having a flash back when little man kissed me on my cheek ... i began to cry i couldn't hold it in much longer..."Whats wrong ?" Mother asked, And bent over and held me " Is it something that happened outside?"
Ask i began to speak .... "Nay ! May i use your bathroom" a familiar voice yelled i knew exactly who it was ...
"Hey little man yeah dont blow it up" as mother began to laugh , i couldnt stand to look at him ... " oh hey jai, Whats wrong lil cuz?" Little man asked as if nothing ever happened ... i didnt speak, i couldn't... "shes alright just give her a moment " mother said, "alright " lil man said and winked at me then began to smirked... he close the bathroom door ... "why dont you eat and we can talk about it after i make my plate?" Mother asked, "k" i whispered as mother makes her plate lil man came out "cmon alexis we need to get going" lil man yelled across the house to alexis ..Then he stopped to look at me "your such a beautiful girl you know that Jai?" He said, i looked at him and froze .... As little man walked to the living room, My mother sat down with her bowl of spaghetti... "We are leaving love you." Alexis yelled "Love you too be safe yall" My Mother replied ... * DOOR SLAM*
"Talk to me" my mother asked and reached out for my hand "please" i cried and finnally i gave in after 10-20mins i explained what happened my mother grew angry "WHY DID YOU GO IN HIS CAR!" I was lost of words "He said he was gonna take me home cause Alexis was here" i cried ...my mother broke down .... she called Little man no answer ....she texted him "CALL ME ASAP" after 10mins Little man called my mother back.. She moved from the room all i could hear was crying mixed with cursing ... i went to my room and cried on my pillow as i hear foot steps come up my stairs that led to my room it was my mother ... "come here" mother said ...my mother held me tight "I'll never let no one hurt you you understand me?" *KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
"Stay here! Dont you move" my mother yelled; I waited till she was down stairs i ran to see what was happening and hid so i couldn't get caught.. (they were outside the door was wide open)
"YOUR GONNA BELIEVE THAT LIL BITCH OVER ME?? I NEVER TOUCHED HER NAY" Lil man yelled. "I BELIEVE MY FUCKING DAUGHTER YOU PEDOPHILE" My mother screamed... Yelled n cursing was all could hear then little man came closer to my mother as if he was going to hit her ...i ran to the kitchen as fast as i could to get a knife and ran outside "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER " i screamed ... he was shooked and seen the knife in my hand ...."Watch your back little girl" he went back in his car and slamed the door and pulled off ...the neighboors seen the whole scene from their window , " GO BACK INSIDE" my mother yelled.
I rushed back in the house and sat on the couch my mother walked in "gimme that knife" mother said; i handed it to her she walked to the kitchen and put the knife away... Then my mother came back to the living room and sat next to me... " I cant call police i cant tell them what happened to you" mother said , i looked at her hurt and puzzled ..."but he-" i tried to finish my statement but my mother interupted me " stay away from him you understand me?" My mother said; " so what am i supposed to do keep this as a secret mom he touched me! He pulled me on top of him ! in the car he gribbed my thigh" i yelled n cried "go up in your room jai" my mother said with her head down and thoughts ran thru her head... i ran up stairs in my room and laided in my bed and cried on my pillow for hours.... This is a family secret that i have to keep now💔
*part 3 soon*
