Lost hopeless as I walked through halls as bad luck following me everywhere I went.I lost EVERYTHING my family dead friendships broken in which gone you a porcelain doll just as beautiful as it is empty.Who knew I can't feel as the the emptiness in my charred heart with little to no life but it is just filled with poison.The bell ringed interrupting my mimi episode."What a creepy doll" one whispered "It looks dead" said another adding to the first"Your nothing but an puppet" one whispered in my ear "A puppet without an purpose" another shoved as i lose my footing like someone cut off one of my strings and just as quickly as I gain it.More words came to me like a bullet as the whispers grew echoing the halls and filling my ears to my mind as I fell caged no Isolated within a prison called a school. Again my thoughts as walked in to my first period as a banquet of laughing shouting and a pinch of screaming and I wouldn't blame theme as it was friday after all not many students care of the rules.I went to my desk but all i can see is more of these ugly sentences scaterd around and on the surface of my desk like spilled water which is left for me to clean it up. Where are you friends now, Freak I erased as I mumbled slowly under my shallow breath.I wander what happened to treating people the was they want to be treated I don't know but I think they lost interest since the 6th grade in the real word that wasn't going to happen anyway "Class We have an new student" Mrs.Lake stated interrupting conversations "Please welcome her " She jesterd.Next to the young teacher was a girl with short brown hair BLInding bright blue eyes and she looks like a giant compared to my dorf size. "Hi my name is Eelit" the giant speaks fixing her pink sport shirt "And I am a soccer player" she spoke as everyone speak their review on her introduction"Wow she is tall" they say " she is talented" said another as all the class looked at her with amazement and honor like she is won something of she is famous a girl who I'm too familiar with "Hi I'M Gwen" she smiled softly"And here is Lizzy Elli And way in the back is Aaron" she said as she point to every single one of us like if she way selling a car or selling a house.Can't they just leave me alone I through they forgot about me by now"Aaron" "OH GOD" I mumbled as THis crazy lunatic I called my ex best friend grabbed my by my wrist like an snake and drag me like i'm some doll "ELIZABEL LET GO OF ME" I shouted grabbing trying to slip away from her grasp "COME ON AARON I told you many times be for just call my Lizzy" she pulled harder "You need to socialize and need light" she say as she pulled me the best with an force it send me to my face to the floor."You can't hide forever"she boomed pulling me up like a rag doll and i HATE IT "LIz I don't have time for this.why don't you just leave me in my desk to" "Aaron are you crying"Eli consciously ask but I couldn't speak as I only listen to the mockery and the pain in my chest growing to confined me once again.All I can feel are the eyes watching me like i'm pray smiling at my weakness and doubt my strength and Rivers flowing like streams down my hot cheeks" are you ok" Gwen said as she held her hand out for me before she said anything the bell ring and I slapped her hand away pick myself up and just left just to cage myself once more.
