endless love (belli fanfic♡)

Chapter One

Kelli's POV

I point my head towards the ground, the freshly cut grass, as I tend to slowly discover the smell of fertilizer which causes my nose to wrinkle.

I suddenly look up to address my current surroundings, and realized I was only a few minutes away from Rosekent Park, where I was going to meet up with Billy.

My relationship with billy has sky-rocketted, its been better than ever. Years before, we would play tag at recess or hide behind our favorite tree and tell each other our secrets. Now, its almost everyday I see him, if we never text or call the whole week I'll walk 20 minutes to his house to see if he's okay, and punch him for not trying to contact me.

I know its mandatory to feel that brother/sister connection with your best friend, and Billy is exactly that. The brother I never had. But after 10 years of hangouts, sleepovers, and tutoring sessions, my connection to Billy has been worth so much more.

He makes me laugh, even when he's upset. What ever happens to him, he always confides in me. Only me. We would text each other until two in the morning, he always mentioned how important our friendship is to him.

He is so proctective of me, at the set of Lab Rats, I was supposed to do a stunt, since it wasn't that crazy that my stunt double had to do it. My body was attached to a clear, but thick string that was being controlled by professionals. I never knew exactly what the stunt was, because there was a sudden malfunction and I started to fall, but when I opened my eyes, I realized I was in Billy's arms, his small but muscular arms. He constantly kept asking if I was okay, but I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck, whispering into his ear that I was fine.

After all that we've been through together, I've developed these feelings, strong ones, that just made Billy hard to resist. He has these magical brown eyes and a contagious smile that was so strong that you couldn't help but smile back. Before now, I just hoped that he would be by my side forever, but now I just want his lips brushed against mine.

Maybe he feels the same way, but most likely he only sees me as his best friend.

It's why I wanted to see Billy at the park, to finally tell him how I feel, hoping that he would return the feeling.

I can see a body figure standing in front of me, as I got closer I saw Billy sitting on a bench, smiling brightly. I couldnt resist the urge to smile back, so I did.

"Hey Billy!" I say to him, as I hold out my arms for a hug.

"Hey." He responds, accepting my hug request. I wrap my arms around him, and bury my head on his shoulder.

I pull away from him, looking into his eyes, that glistens in the rising moonlight. I lost myself in them.

He broke the silence, "So what did you want to talk to me about?" Billy questions, with a slightly confused look.

"Um, well, I think we should sit down for this one."

"Okay, sure."

I took a deep breath, and close my eyes before I continued to talk, to tell him my true feelings.

"Billy, you have no idea how thankful I am for our friendship, and how comfortable we are together. I love that I can tell you anything without you judging me," I confess.

"But I have been keeping something from you, for a while, and I really don't know how you're going to react but I can't hold it in anymore, Billy! I just can't."

I could feel the tears threatening to escape my eyes, but I hold them in, I do not dare to let the tears fall.

"Kelli you know you can tell me anything. You always do."

"I know but this different, Billy! You don't get it!"

"What's so different about this one kel?"

"I just know that you're going take this seriously once I tell you."

"Why would I? It's not like its about me, right?"

I look up at his highly concerned face, the most concerned, anxious and confused emotion plastered on his face.

"Billy, this has everything to do with you." I tell him. I watch him a little longer, waiting for him to respond.

I set my cold hand on his left arm, he shivers at my touch. "Billy..." I say, trying to get his attention.

"Tell me what this is about right now, you're scaring me Kelli!" He scolds, his cheeks flushed with red.

"I was scared to tell you at first but I still am. Ever since that day on the set when you saved me from falling, I just felt so safe in your arms, I wanted to stay in that moment forever, and I just didn't want to let go of you. Over a period time, I felt more than a best friend connection with you." I say to him, slowly looking down at the ground.

Billy doesn't talk for a while, he just looks at me, as if he was examining me, or trying to process the information.

Damn, why did I have to have feelings for him?

"Billy...gosh damnit say something!" I yell, still trying to hold back the tears.

His cheeks were still red, and his eyes were forming tears as well.

"Kelli...I don't know what to say. I wasn't expecting this." He tells me, looking away.

I could tell Billy was about to say something else but interrupt, "I'm sorry that I had feelings for you."

I run away from Billy, trying to hide my tears. But I couldn't help but to let them go.

"Kelli! Wait! I wasn't finished!"

He grabs my wrist, and I find myself face to face with Billy, our eyes locked on each other.

Those feelings keep coming back.

"Stop, stop! Let go of me!" I plead, as more tears escape my eyes.

He let go, but I just had to say one more thing.

"Billy...do you have feelings for me?" I ask him, with a low self confident voice.

It takes several seconds for him to answer, "You're my best friend, and I don't think we should-"

I cut him off, "I knew I shouldn't have told you. Screw you!" I scream.

I won't wait for his response, I run as fast as I can from him.