Love Me Crazy!

Chapter 1/SENOIR YEAR

"its all my fault" I said while kneeling next to his casket. "oh, no its not honey!" my grandma said while she was rubbing my back as if it was going to make me feel better.....but it really didn't. "but.. i wish..i could just go back to when we first met."

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Today was my first day/year as being a senior at this school. I was kind of nervous, but really wasn't I was really excited to see what kind of classes i was going to be taking and see if im going to make new friends this year. "I hope so..." i said out loudly trying to find something to wear, as i do that i turned on my tv and I turned to the New's Channel. I don't know why but i like waking up hearing the weather reporter announce what the weather is going to be, and for today luckly its going to be 85°f here in California, so that means I know what i going to be wearig for today. I decied to wear my red and black rosed skirt that I got out of papya along with my black tight fited croptop shirt that stops at my belly button pirecing, and i decied that i would wear my black and white adidas. I love sneakers I'm not a flat or heel type of person, so i guess you can call me q sneaker head! I took my shower last night so all i have to do it brush my teeth and do my hair.

I went downstairs to go get my morning breakfeast, I only eat cearal in the morning, I dont know why but my whole family sometimes finds that shocking which i don't know why. But I live with my grandma , so its only us two. when i was younger i was the only child my mom was a single parent and one day she just droped me off somewhere in the middle of nowhere and vanished and nobody told me what happend to her, so I dont really remember much about her. "Hey! Goodmorning grandma, how you feeling?" i ask while kissing her on her on her cheek and giving her a side hug. "Hey! sweetie!" she said shocking as if I'd scared her which i thought was pretty funny. " I feel a bit better today" she said a bit sadly. "well your appointement is today, so ill be picking you up after school. Ok?" i said to her like i was her mother or sonething. "yes i understand sweetie, now go to school before you be late." "ok, bye grandma." I said while getting up from my seat and grabing my car keys. "Bye Alyson." **********

On my way to school i decied to pick up my friend lydia. She said she was gonna help me get around the school since this is my first day here. I pull up to her drive way and honk the horn for her to hear me and know that i was here. she peeked out the window and pointed her finger and mouthed " 1 second". "honk honk lydia were going to be late". i said to her while rushing out of the door. i unlock the car door for her. "oh calm down we're not going to be late, so why rush!" lydia said while entering the car putting her bags in the back along with mines. "Hey! On our way to school can we stop by Starbucks and get me a warm cup of carmel frappe'." she said as if shes holding it in her hands and smelling it at the sametime. "No lydia you do this everytime when we're going somewhere, You better tell your mom to buy you a coffiemaker for your birthday." i said demendly while pointing my finger at her. " But please Aly-sun you know how I get when i don't get my coffie." she said while giving me the puppy dog eyes and holding her hands together as if she about to pray. I glanced at her and I started filling sorry for her. ".....Ok! Fine im letting you off this one time, but next time your giving me gas money!" as i said to her bossly. she loses her puppy dog face and praying hands and hugged me so tightly that i almost lost control of the wheel. " Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you Alyson!." she said happliy and quickly.
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~well I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. There's a picture of Alyson and Scott later on in the book and i promise you guys that I will start to catch up on udating the book and try my best. and there is a video called "love me crazy" and yes this will be our theme song for the book so start listening to it more and think about my book to!~