Liam gives one last thrust before pulling out of you. Both of you are still breathing heavily from the intimate moment you just had. You walk around the small janitor's closet grabbing your clothes and putting them back on as Liam gets redressed as well. Right before you leave Liam turns you around and says "I love you y/n, you're amazing" just before gently placing a soft kiss on your lips. Instead of responding you just sigh heavily.
Although you loved Liam you felt like he was only using you for sex. "What's wrong?" He asks as he cups your cheek with one of his hands. You quickly retract from him and start speaking, "I don't know, I just feel like I'm your sex toy not your girlfriend. It's like we're not even in a relationship!! I hate having to be your little secret Liam. I feel like you don't think I'm important enough for the world to know that I'm yours." His eyebrows furrow, the confusion evident on his face, "What are you trying to say?" He asks. You sigh " I think you should find someone else, someone who you're comfortable with showing off in public, because it's clearly not me." You say full of hurt as your voice cracks at the end. But before he could say something you walk out of the closet and back to class.
When you sit back down in your seat you begin to think about what a fucked up situation you and Liam were in. He was a senior and you were a sophomore, you were 16 and he was 18. Liam was the leader of a well-known gang. He was the trouble maker, the bad boy. He fought, he stole, he sold drugs, he'd been arrested before, but you still loved him. You had a crush on him since grade school, when he first moved to America. But you thought he didn't notice you because you were just some nerdy little girl that was 2 years younger than him and he had tons of girls his age that wanted him. But little did you know that he had always noticed. You think back, remembering the day you found out he had always liked you too.
* Flashback*
Freshman year. You had just finished tutoring a fellow student that really needed help with Trigonometry or they wouldn't pass. It was after-hours so you didn't expect anyone besides the janitors to be at school. You went to your locker and grabbed some textbooks and other stuff that was needed for homework. After putting the stuff in your backpack, which was on the ground, you closed your locker and turned around only to see someone standing directly behind you, you backed up against the locker before shortly realizing it was Liam. "W-what are you doing here Liam?" You asked nervously. " I had detention. What are you doing here love?" He said smirking. You felt yourself go weak at the knees, you swore he knew what kind of affect he had on you. " I was j-just tutoring s-someone" you said. He continued smirking, " You know y/n, I've seen the way you look at me, and I know you like me, I've known since grade school". You blushed and swallowed nervously "sorry" you whispered. He grinned "I didn't say I didn't like it," with that he closed the little space between you two and kissed you. You grew tense at first but quickly began to kiss back. "Jump" he mumbled against your lips, and you happily obliged.
He began to leave love bites on your neck and you moaned letting him know he found your sweet spot. "You're so beautiful, so innocent, I shouldn't be doing this , but baby I can't stop." He said in between each kiss and you continued to softly moan as he grabbed your bum.
He put you down but still continued to kiss you as he put his arm around your waist and you snaked your arms around his neck. You both finally pulled away breathing heavily from the heated make out session that just occurred. He slouched over and put his forehead against yours "You're perfect" he whispered. " Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked somewhat shyly but full of hope. You nodded yes and he grinned like a child on Christmas morning. He pulled you in for a hug and quickly pecked your lips. "I'll see you tomorrow babe" he said adding a wink right after. Then he was gone.
Smiling like an idiot you slid down to the floor "I have a boyfriend " you whispered. Then you got up and started dancing crazily until the janitor walked by and saw you, you quickly apologized and decided it was time to go home.
*End of flashback*
But even though Liam had a bad image he was the sweetest guy ever. He just used the whole being tough image to hide the broken man inside. You knew that he moved to America to live with his dad who became an alcoholic and abusive due to the divorce. You knew he originally joined the gang to stop them from beating up his younger brother. You knew he started drug dealing and stealing because since his dad had no job, his family needed money. You knew he still loved his dad even after everything his dad did to him. You knew that he is always protective and defends whats right. But most of all, you knew you loved him no matter what.
Suddenly You heard the bell ring , meaning it was time for next period so you started to gather your things. You hadn't even heard tonight's homework assignment. You grabbed your backpack and ran to catch up with your best friend Shawn.
"Shawnyyyyy" you said as you wrapped your arms around the tall,brown haired, brown eyed boy. He laughed "y/n" he said mocking you as he embraced you. Shawn had been your best friend since pre-school and was like the older brother you never had. "What's up muffin?" You said. He laughed and ran his large hand through his quiff "Gosh panda, you haven't called me that since 4th grade." He added emphasis on Panda , knowing you hated that childhood nickname that was given to you after an incident involving sharpies and your face. You rolled your eyes and shoved him. "Shut up, do you by any chance know what the homework is" you asked looking up at him. He rolled his eyes "You never pay attention in class y/n, I have no idea how you're still a straight A student. It was to read and annotate pages 110-140 in the book." You quickly thanked him and hugged him.
After you let go of Shawn you noticed Liam standing a distance away, his hands balled into fists at his sides as he stared at you and Shawn. You rolled your eyes and made your way to your next class. ' That's his fault for making me be his secret ' You thought as you sat down in your seat for physics .
The day went on and before you knew it the bell rang, signaling the end of last period. The halls were crowded as everyone tried to get to their lockers and as you made your way down the main hallway you felt a tap on your shoulder. You turned around and before you could react you felt a familiar pair of lips against yours. He put his arms around your waist as your arms wrapped loosely around his neck. You heard people gasp all around you and whispering who knows what, but you could care less because Liam Payne was kissing you in front of everyone.
He pulled back and said "Baby I'm so sorry, you were right. But I don't want to find someone else, I want you. I want to kiss you and hold your hand and hug you in public. I just want to be with you, I need you in my life. I want to be a real couple. Do you forgive me?" He said as he held your small hands in his large ones. You smiled and kissed him "Of course" you replied. He grinned "Come on let's take you home." He said as put snaked his arm around your waist. All around you people at their lockers were pointing and whispering but you didn't care, you weren't Liam's secret anymore.
So even though Liam was a bad boy, he was good for you. And even though you were a good girl , you were bad for him. (;
A/N : Hi! So sorry I haven't written in literally forever, I was just really busy and had a really bad writer's block, but I should update a bit more because I have tons of ideas and tons of time thanks to Summer vacation!!! Anyways I hope you liked this imagine!!!
-Eileen
