Going Out

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After Abuela left, Usnavi and I ate our lunch. He seemed to want to know who did this to me, he seems to be extremely concerned. 

"So," He smiles softly.

"So," I chuckle at him.

"Do you wanna go out for dinner?"

"Yes!" I respond quickly, then realize my mistake. I shouldn't have agreed.... Maybe Ashlie won't notice? She can't be watching me all the time.... I decide to go out. "I will finally be able to get out of this house!" I cover it up, with a redness spreading across my face.

He laughs at my enthusiasm, and nods. "I can see why, I am as well."

~

After a while, I start getting ready for the dinner. Earlier in the week, Vanessa brought me some clothes and my makeup, luckily. I put on a small layer of makeup, and change into a red dress. Soon, I am finally ready for the dinner.

"Well, are you ready?" I ask, walking into Usnavi's living room.

"Yep," He turns over to me, "Wow! You look... amazing!" He murmurs, nervously.

"Thank you!" I stammer, as my face flushes.

"Anytime! So where all would you like to go? I was thinking F/r (Favorite Restaurant), because I know how much you enjoy it, then maybe to a bar," He pauses, then continues on quickly "Well, we don't have to! I know you usually enjoy it though, so uh!"

I laugh at his nervousness. "I'd love to, Usnavi."

A smile comes across his face, and he holds out a hand to me. "Well, let's go if you're ready!"

"Of course!" I take his hand happily, and we go to F/r. Once we arrive, I order my F/d (Favorite Drink) and we talk while we wait for our meals. I ordered my favorite meal, a F/m, as I usually do.

We enjoy our meal, and after we finish, we head to the nearest bar. 

~

"Wow, the lights here look great," Usnavi comments.

"They do!" I smile up at his face.

Usnavi suddenly holds out his hand. "Would you like to dance?"

"It sounds amazing," I take his hand as he leads me to the dance floor.

We dance gracefully, and after about an hour, I see a familiar yet horrid face. Of course on the first night I begin to enjoy myself, I see her. With her Piercing Hazel eyes set on me, with a glare. Ashlie. At least Usnavi is here with me. I show no sign of fear, I don't want Usnavi to notice a change of character in me.

After a bit more dancing, Usnavi comments, "I'm gonna use the restroom. Be right back."

"Of-of Course!" I stutter out.

"Be right back," He turns away, and heads in the direction of the bathroom.

Ashlie wastes no time. I see her turn to another woman, and whisper something to her. The woman nods, and smiles at her. Ashlie comes up to me.

"Outside. Now." She commands, her face full of anger.

"Uhh, I- uh," I stammer, and sigh in defeat as I follow in her direction.

~

"I told you to stay away from my Usnavi!" She says, placing her hands on her hips.

"He's not yours, like I've said before. You can hurt me all you want, but I love him, and there's no possible way you can make me stay away from him!" I say, anger and confidence pulsing through my veins. Without my knowing, tears start flowing from my eyes.

"Well, you're asking for it! Don't stay away from him, and I will." She smirks at me with pure evil in her eyes.

I scoff, "Will what? Keep hurting me pathetically?" 

"Hah! Of course not! That doesn't seem to be getting through to you!" 

"Oh no! You found out!" I sarcastically remark. "What will you do now?" I roll my eyes at the imbecile. 

"Oh, I wouldn't recommend doing that," She smiles lightly, then looks me dead in the eye, seriousness coating her voice. "Your darling friends are next! Hmm, let's make this interesting! You can't talk to any of them!"

A look of shock came over my face. I'm willing to be hurt for Usnavi, but I will not risk the security of my friends. I couldn't, that would make me as evil and torturous as her.

"Understood?" A sweet smile returns to her face.

"Y-yes" I sigh, looking down and shutting my eyes as tears fall. My words fail, there's nothing I can say, except for 'yes'.

"Huh! Looks like I finally got through to you! Good!" She smirks, and sashays back into the club.

As soon as she's gone, I fall onto  my knees. I then get into a sitting position, and hug my knees to my chest.

~

"Y/n? You're here!" I hear Usnavi's voice exclaim cheerfully  "I-I looked everywhere for you! Wait, I'm sorry, Are, are you ok?"

"I can't do this anymore. I'm not fine. I know, I know. I told you that-that I was fine. But I'm not. I have no choice, Usnavi. Please, forgive me."

"Y/n, what do you mean? Please, come here. Let's talk about this, please?" 

Despite Usnavi's desperate pleas, however, I left. I left Usnavi waiting there. Pleading, begging me to stay. He didn't understand. There was no way he could. I wanted so desperately, to tell him, to finally tell him. 'I love you more than anything, more than life itself. But you don't love me back. Letting you go is the hardest thing I'm ever going to have to do. So please, please don't let me go. Please, don't leave me. Please understand. Why, just why can't you love me back?' But I couldn't. My words failed. I made it such a mess. I stand here, searching for somewhere to go. Where can I go? What can I do? Without Usnavi, I feel empty.

I walk the desolate streets, as the stars above me shine and twinkle. Perhaps they hold my fate. I look up at the sky, and tears stream down my face. I sigh, and head to my apartment. I sneak through, assuring that my friends haven't come searching for me. 

"Is she there?" I hear Vanessa's sad voice ask.

"No, I can't find her. I can't believe it. I need Y/n, she's my best friend." Benny wails. 

The voices seem to be getting closer. There is nowhere to hide, nowhere to run. I sigh, and accept my fate. My friends will find me, one way or another. 

~A/N~

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