The Man With Broken Dreams ( WATTYS 2019 )

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With that scene naalala ko nanaman si Addison, she would always wait for me in bed pagtapos ko gumawa ng plates at projects ko.

''are you done na?'' she smiled habang ang mga paa naman niya'y kumukuyakoy halatang atat na sa cuddle ko. I shook my head and sighed I saw her pout at humiga ulit sa kama reading her favorite manga I smiled at yumakap sa kanya I feel so lucky na kahit sa apartment na maliit lang ako nakatira she enjoys it. Everynight tatakas siya sa kanila just to be with me and I am very thankful I had the privilege of loving this girl who loves me more than anything else.

''hi, miss mo na ako agad?'' I kissed the top of her head, pumwesto naman siya sa harap ko, between my legs she layed herself on me.

She nodded and smiled, I hugged her while I was busy planting soft kisses on her neck she was just quietly reading the manga. She loves the silence, even if it makes her misunderstood by the people around her, she doesn't care at all.

''love mo ba ako?'' she suddenly asked at humarap sa akin, I chuckled and smiled back at her

''yes. Very much baby'' I kissed her cheek and made her rest on my chest sa tuwing maaalala ko ang mga alaalang iyon pakiramdam ko niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko noon.

Nagpaloko ako sa babaeng kayang pumatay ng batang walang muwang.

''hey I said that was fun Joaquin, it was mindblowing.'' The girl smiled at me oh yeah nakalimutan ko palang tanungin ang pangalan nya so I just nodded and raised my brow hoping that she'd realized na hindi ko alam ang pangalan niya.

''oh I almost forgot! I'm Beatrice Ocampo daughter of Business Tycoon Bart Ocampo and sibling of Billy Ocampo we own O'camp condos'' she smiled and went to cover herself up with the blankets I nodded, mukhang bigatin pala ang nakuha ko. I just hit two birds with one stone today how lucky is that?

Beatrice and I both agreed that the night we did was purely out of lust. No strings attached and no more next fucks. Mabuti na rin iyon dahil ayoko nang may ibang ikakama at baka masaktan ko lang din tulad ng ginagawa ko kay Addi.

And speaking of that bitch sunod na araw akong umuwi sa amin, inihatid ko muna si Beatrice sa condo niya bago umuwi dito sa bahay.

Pagdating ko the house Is quiet and peaceful no addi in sight and all things are squeaky clean.

What date is today? I looked on my phone to see oh, it's October. It's been a month since I had addi here in my house she never complained nor asked me about something huh? She's enjoying it here probably. This was her house anyway.

Umakyat ako para magpalit, nadatnan ko ang hapag my utensils and plates are already served as well as my coffee. Not bad for a woman like my addi. Parang wala lang sa kanya ang pagpaso ko sa likod niya. I smirked she's one tough woman, just like how I loved her. I had a sumptuous meal nang mapagpasyahan kong akyatin ang kwarto ko.

I stood infront of the blue door beside my room.

''anak dapat kwarto mo to eh.'' I sighed my heart hurts and cripples with the thought of losing my kid. Because of that bitch.

Pumasok ako sa kwarto ng anak ko dala dala ang whiskey at wine sa magkabila kong kamay this will be the death of me.