Yumi's Point of View
I have a freakin' fever! And I don't want this to happen because I'm alone in this house now. Mom and Dad are not here 'cause they have to work. It feels lonely though I have my nanny.
I have a fever because of what happened last week. And I've been thinking about it.
F L A S H B A C K~
My boyfriend Damien texted me today, he said that he wants to see me. So I get excited and chose the best dress I could ever have in my closet. I was so fast that I just kissed my mom goodbye though she didn't know where will I go.
As soon as I get there, he was already in the Cafe, the place where we always date or hangout.
My heart is beating fast and I feel so nervous. I wonder why? but maybe because I get too excited.
Anyway, back to story. I entered in and he look at me and smile slyly.
"Hello Yumi!"
Eh?!
Why my nickname? He always call me Bee. Maybe something's wrong I bet. 'Bee' Is our endearment for each other. I have a bad feeling about this
"Hello Bee!!!"
I said gracefully trying to hide the ugly feelings right now but when he looked away that's when my guts started rumbling and the ugly feeling is now clearer.
Now, what was that?!
"D-do you want some coffee?"
he said while it's obvious that he is stuttering....
"No, I think something is bothering you Bee. Please tell me. Maybe I can help you?"
I said calmly and reached for his hand but he quickly put it in the coffee mug and take sip. Well what the hell was that?!
"Look, Yumi. I want to tell you something."
And he let a sad sigh and continue what he was saying.
Every word he says makes me feel nervous. My hands feel clammy and sweaty. It makes me want to throw up.
"I think our relationship will not work out anymore.... T-that's why I-i want to break up w/ you. I'm sorry"
There was a long shitty silence and when his words start registering in my head. That's my cue, and I bursted out crying like a miserable lady. and for that moment I forgot how to breathe. My heart seems so big that it wants to break out of my body.
"Why?"
That is the first word that came out from my mouth while i'm crying.
He didn't answer my question and he look at me with pity in those hazel eyes.That's not what I need. I needed him.
"THAT'S BULLSH*T!"
I screamed and I dont care with the people inside this cafe. I was angry at him at the same time i want to think this was all just a nightmare. A freaking nightmare.
"I'm sorry Yumi! I'm really sorry."
My heart is breaking into pieces just like a broken frame and it's burning...
His last words really kills me and he really left me dumbfounded while everybody in the Cafe is looking at me.
E N D O F F L A S H B A C K.....
*Sigh* My tears again are flowing!
Maybe were not really meant for each other.
I'll be going back to school. It's been a week since i didn't go to school because of my damn fever.
And tomorrow I will see him again. And I don't hope for the better.
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Sorry if you noticed some grammatical errors!
song for the day: SAFE AND SOUND by Taylor Swift
Love'Lots
-cappuccinomusix
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