I'm sitting in advisory and trying not to cry. I'm listening to Front Porch Step, but I'm crying...thinking about you. The announcements came on and said you killed yourself...I already knew this. Everyone else just thought it was new, news. It's not, you've been dead for along time.
I blame it on Maddie and her group, I blame it on Parker and his jocks, I blame it on me for not helping you when you needed me.
But I'm just a suicide girl, who tried to help a suicide boy from killing himself, when all I want to do is kill myself too.
I wanted to kill myself, when your mom said you killed yourself. I've never even been this sad before. Reed broke up with me, because he can't handle everything that happened and is happening in my life.
I can't do this.
Maddie is laughing at me because I'm crying...stop laughing please...
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My Understandings
Teen FictionBecca is your average typical teenage girl...or that's what everyone thinks. A drunken dad A dead mom A rapist brother And she has a crush on the teacher... It's only a 9 year age difference and Becca could careless. She wants to be the bad girl, b...
