It's been five months and 12 days since i moved in with my best friend, and it's been exacally 2 months since we fallen out. I don't know what i did wrong.
Well here is a back story about what had been happening on the past 5 months, well I moved out of my parents house and moved in with my best friend. His name is Micheal, he's been my best friends for a year now. He knows everything about me and I know everything about him.
I admint now that I do have a crush on him but I come to realise he doesn't feel the same so I went out with other guys. Then that's what started the hole "silent treatment" from him. I tried talking to him. I tried texting him. I tried everything. He just won't talk to me.
His mom started to notice. She pulled me aside before dinner last night. She asked what was going on between me and Micheal, I told her everything. She told me things will get better and kissed the top of my head. She's like a mom to me. My mom died hour after having birth with me, my step dad didn't want anything to deal with me so he always leave me with my grandma. When I got older my step dad started putting his anger out on me. It lasted for 5 years then he remarried and had kids with his new wife. I never really like his new wife, she's very snobby. Then I meet Micheal, everything started to turn out right. He gave me hope.
While we were eating dinner at the table, Micheal's dad spoke up, "Okay. Michael. Michelle. We both agreed that u both r going to the Cece' s this summer"
"Who's Cece?" I asked.
"Cece is a family friend. She has cabins out in Branson by the big lake. We go there every summer." Michael mumbles and he looks at his parents." Why do we have to do this? Why does it have to be all summer?"
"We notice that u and Michelle haven't been getting along. So we decided that u to can figure stuff out together alone for the summer at Cece's." His mom said.
Michel sighs and stood up and walks away. I looked down at my hands and fidget around with my fingers. I looked up at Micheals mom and she nodded telling to go ahead and go. I stood up and grabe my jacket and walks out of the house.
I walked until I got to the secret place. The secret place was Micheals and I place to hang out, just us two no one else. I haven't been her since me and Micheal fell out of friendship.
As I got closer the more I started to hear music coming from the shed (aka secret place). I slowly opened the shed door and found the one and only sitting down on my baby blue bean bag. He was playing pur favorite song 'Save That Shit by Lil Peep' when i closed the door behind me Micheql looked up at me. We both made eye contact.
After what seems like hours, he broke the silence "This is stupid."
"What's stupid? The fact that u been mad at me for no reason or the fact that we r leaving in two days?" I said while leaning back on the wall behind me.
"1. I do have a good reason to be mad at u bc u ditched me on our Friday night and 2. It is stupid that I have to leave." He blew up at me.
"Really Micheal! U don't think I'm enjoying this? I have a freaking race this summer. I didnt ditched u at all. U told me that u were hanging out with the team that night so I thought I could go to the library and get some books." I yelled back. "I would never miss our night..."
We stood in silence for what feels like, forever. Again, Micheal broke the silence. "We better get home."
I agreed in silence and walked out of the shed with Michael behind me. We walked in silence side by side until we got home.
What he said ran through my head.
Maybe this was a miss understanding. Would he ever stop ignoring me? Would we ever be close like we were before?
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Falling In Love With My Ex Best Friend
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