First Words

Sincerely, Shattered Hearts

#The Boy You Used To Hang Out With#
Perhaps the boy you used to hang out with
Is never over you
Perhaps he's overseas
Searching for you
Yet under stones and dirt, are you
Perhaps he still sings the praises of you
Perhaps the love won't fade
Although did you
Perhaps your violets
He still frames and waters after you
Perhaps you may come
Girl, what have you done
To the boy you used to hang out with

#Why My Eyes Are Salty#
I walk through these halls
Right where you glance at me
Frowns full of hate and judgement
It's never where I wanna be
I though tell myself to worry not
About education I must be stuck
But it's like I'm cleaning
shattered windows
It's like I'm exploiting
fictional characters
It's like I'm watering flowers
With tears of my own
And then wonder
Why won't you grow!
Yet the hate you give me?
It will sooner evaporate
the water in my tears
so the salt concentrates
So maybe my frustration
And manly voice
At least keep you away
Although those with these traits?
They never feel NOW's pain

#Navy Shades#
How does it feel
To feel
How does it feel
To be felt
When you're only
Miles and miles of paper
Liters and liters of ink
Judged enough
To bite the lips
To chuckle
But not to giggle
You wonder;
Are my hopes promises
 I can't keep
To myself ?
Am I the evil,
And are they
the null?
They say
Stay strong;
Stay pure
They say
All of the *patty-pattys*
While all you need
'S silence
Tons of silence,
Books,
Heat,
And *peopleless* community

#A Scenery#
Why does the sea look sad when it rains?
Is it the raindrops that makes it feel pain?
Is it the jealously
that makes it angry?
Why do my scars
aways fade ?
Like cubes of sugar
But still,
they bleed!
I walk through gardens
To feel colours of petals
Maybe would I?
Find tranquil
But only do I
See those which have never been watered!
Those that have wilted
And those that are dead
I walk through gardens
No more
I truly walk
through tombstones