Chapter 18- boys hurt too.

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I could feel niall's lips against my sex, kissing it gently and softly. I bent my head back and let out a soft moan as i felt his tongue glide across me multiple times, sucking on me slightly.

As i felt his finger enter me i bucked my hips a bit, his hand on my waist pushing me back down and holding me there. "Relax it's ok robin," he told me, rubbing my side. "Remember at any moment if you want to stop tell me," he said, looking up at me, causing me to get more excited. I nodded, telling him to continue and he smiled and bent his head back down.

I dont know why but every time i look at him or he looks at me, i get this feeling in my heart, my whole body gets goosebumps, but in a good way. He makes my whole body flutter with one look. He has complete and utter control over me and he has no idea.

I was gripping his hand as tightly as i could as he sat between my legs. His fingers massaged me while his tongue did all the work. My fingers found his hair and tangled in it. I was tugging on his hair , and i could tell he liked it by the way he moaned while i tugged.

"Niall i love you," i slurred, getting it out between my moans.

"I love you too robin so much," he told me, looking up at me.

"I'm going to put in two fingers now you ready?" He asked, waiting for my answer. I nodded and squeezed his other hand which he held out to me the whole time. I felt his fingers slide in, it hurt but felt so amazing at the same time. He stopped once they were in, leaving them still to let me adjust.

I moaned as he started to slowly pump his fingers in and out of me. Every time they entered me felt like the very first time. As he got faster and harder i couldn't contain my moans anymore and i let it all out, gripping his hair with one hand and gripping my own with the other.

My hips bucked as he continued, he pushed me down and took his fingers out, standing up and climbing next to me, grabbing my face.

I grabbed his neck and kissed him roughly. I was so eager to feel him, that i didn't want to wait. He kissed me a few more times and turned me around, bending me over and tearing open the foil package.

"Ok this might hurt at first remember just tell me to stop if you want to, i want to make sure you won't regret this. I want to make sure you're comfortable with this and at any point you can back out ok?" He told me. "I won't regret it niall, i want to do this and i want to do it with you," i replied, pushing myself against him. I was desperate to feel him, to have him touch me and love me.

I felt his tip hit me before entering me. The pain was bearable, but the pleasure i felt when he started can't be put into words.

He thrust into me slowly and softly at first. I could hear his moans each only turned me on more. He started to increase in speed, thrusting into me faster and harder.

"Oh niall," i moaned as i got close to my climax.

"Not yet robin," he moaned pushing into me roughly, pushing me forward with every thrust.

He pulled out of me and turned me around, pulling my body to him, our chests connected.

He pushed into me as i threw my arms around him, gripping his back. My nails were digging into his back and i could see the scratches forming every time he trust into me, leaving me breathless and in pleasure.

I rolled my head back as he did, my moans mixing with his. I pulled his face to mine, kissing him. He moaned into the kiss, and my moans soon became whines as the pleasure became to much and i knew i couldn't hold on much longer.

"Niall I'm gonna cum," i yelled as he nodded and kept thrusting, telling me he was too. I felt the warm liquid fill the condom as niall came undone. I let go and did the same, both of us breathing heavily and gripping each other.

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