Why my Bella?

His Inner Battle

Jacob's POV

Bella had called me an hour earlier, I hadn't seen her in two weeks....I hadn't seen her since she went to see her mother in Florida. I had no idea what she wanted to talk to me about, but it had sounded like it was something important though. I could hear her approaching as I waited in anticipation, I loved seeing her beautiful face. I didn't care that Bella was a vampire, it didn't change my feelings about her at all. I just wanted to wrap my arms around her and let her go, I felt like I could spend the rest of my life with her. 

She suddenly cleared her voice and my eyes shifted to her face, she smiled at me and said, "I have something important to tell you." I asked her, "Well, what is it?" She responded, "Well, when Edward and I were in Florida, Carlisle did some research. He discovered angelic vampires can get pregnant, well, it's actually just a theory. I'm going to try to conceive or make a baby will Edward." I was completely stunned by what Bella told me, it also made me a little angry.

A few seconds later I growled, "You're going to try to have a baby with that leech! Don't you realize that little monster you plan on creating will probably slaughter the whole town!" She said a little agitated, I thought you would be happy for me." I snarled at her, "You can't have a baby, Bella!" She yelled, "I can do what I damn well please! I don't have to take any of your crap! You don't own me! There is nothing in the treaty saying I can't have a baby!" At this rate I became enraged at her because of what she said. I just wanted to get my hands on her, I was just waiting for the moment I would lose it. When placed her hand on me I just went berserk, I just couldn't control myself anymore and I phase.

I snarled at her viciously and swiped my paws at her, within a split of a second I ripped her shirt to shreds. Then she kicked me in the face and ran away as fast as she could, I wined at the realization that I tried to hurt Bella. I took off towards the reservation as fast as I could, I just wanted to be home right know. My paws thudded loudly against the forest floor, but it only got louder as I pushed myself to go faster. I had no one else to blame but myself, somedays I just wished I never became a shape-shifter because of all the crap that came with it -- especially the extremely bad temper. 

Bella's POV

I couldn't believe Jacob actually tried to hurt me, I thought he would never try to harm me. I guess I was wrong about him, he had just exploded when I told him. I thought Jacob would of least been a little upset, but I didn't think telling him I could possibly conceive a child with Edward would set him off like that. I should have known though because he didn't like my relationship with Edward since he thought he was in love with me. I could never love another person more than I love Edward, well, maybe if I had a child I would love her a little more because she or he would be apart us. I didn't know what I was going to do about Jacob, but I knew it would take me a long time to forgive him.

I had kicked him and ran away because I feared for my life, I didn't really have an idea what Jacob was capable of at this moment. I didn't know if Jacob would try to kill me or not, if he tried to attack me I didn't know what else he might do. I had decided to head back to my father's placing as I thought about what happened over and over again in my head. I knew Edward would be waiting for me when I got back and he would be wanting answers, I don't know if I would be able to tell him the truth. I didn't know if I could consider Jacob my friend anymore, I didn't know if he was my foe or enemy.

After about running for about thirty seconds I came upon my dad's house slowly, Charlie noticed my condition right away. Charlie said, "My god, Bella! What happened to you." Edward who had been staring down at his hands looked right at me in pure shock, he asked anxiously, "What happened, Bella!" I looked down to avoid eye contact and headed up the stairs, I needed to put a different shirt on. I sighed in relief as I reached my room and closed the door behind me, but it didn't last long because Edward entered the room and demanded to know, "What happened to you, Bella?" Then he said, "I won't stop asking you until I get an answer, so you can tell me and I will try to handle it."

When a minute had passed I sighed and said, "Fine, I'll tell you." I took a deep breath and turned to Edward before saying, "Jacob did this, with one swipe he clawed my shirt to pieces. He didn't like it when I informed him their was a possibility you and I could conceive a child, he had just went completely nuts on me and lost control." Edward eyes had become darker because of what I told him, I knew he would want revenge. I didn't know if I would let him or not, I was still confused and stunned by his actions. I told him, "I won't be talking to him for awhile and I won't be forgiving him anytime soon, but I want you to promise you will leave him alone." He sighed after a moment and said, "Fine, I will leave him be, but if he hurts you again I will go after him and beat him senseless because he should never try to hurt a vampire's mate." I knew Edward meant every word he said and smiled at him, I knew he was willing to protect me from anyone or anything and that was one of the reasons why I loved him.