Falling for the impossible (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 13

I tossed and turned in bed that night not being able to sleep at all. I stared up at the ceiling and thought to myself, I had been doing this a lot lately. Trying to figure myself out. It's not something most people did, wonder what they did the past couple months. It wasn't normal.

I climbed out of bed and walked out of my room and into the kitchen to get a drink. I needed to do something other than sit in bed trying to fall asleep when I knew I wouldn't be able to.

"Couldn't sleep?" I jumped at the sound of Niall's voice behind me. I turned around and smiled at him and shook my head. I reached into the fridge and grabbed two waters and handed one to Niall.

"Thanks" He said. I nodded and sat down on a stool next to him.

"What kept you up?" I asked him.

"I got hungry" He told me and I laughed.

"Let's feed you then!" I exclaimed and then remembered everyone was sleeping. Niall let out a loud laugh not caring which made me laugh cause I mean how cute was Niall Horan's laugh?

"What do you want?" I asked him while I searched through all the cupboards trying to find something sweet.

"A cake!" He told me. I looked at him questioningly and nodded. Okay, cake. I reached up for the cake mix but couldn't reach it.

"What are you two doing up?" I heard a tired curly haired boy ask. I turned around and smiled, yet again.

"We couldn't sleep. We're making a cake!" I told him and he laughed.

"Need help?" He asked me glancing at the cake mix way up top. I smiled and nodded and went to try to reach for it yet again. I felt his arms wrap around my waist and lift me up enough so I could reach the mix. I felt his head rest on my back as he did this and I smiled to myself. He put me down when I had finally gotten it and kissed the top of my head. It felt right but so wrong at the same time. I knew him but I also didn't, why couldn't things make sense for once?

I quickly scooted away from his arms and got the rest of the supplies to make the cake. Niall poured in the ingredients and Harry pre-heated the stove.

We put the cake into the oven and I saw Harry yawn.

"Why don't you go to bed you look tired" I told him. He nodded and waved goodbye to me and Niall too tired to do or say anything else. I laughed and Niall looked at me with suspicious eyes.

"I saw you pull away from him" He told me. I sat down next to him and out my head in my hands. I sighed.

"Niall, I hate this, Not being able to remember anything, why can't I just remember something all I'm doing is hurting him I can see it in his eyes every time something comes out of my mouth I hurt him" I said a tear running down my face. I felt a pair of arms wrap around me.

"It's going to be okay, He understands it's not your fault" Niall told me. I nodded into his chest.

Harry's POV

I was about to go to bed when I realized I had forgotten to put the timer on the stove so the cake didn't burn. They were so weird, making a cake in the middle of the night I mean who does that?

I walked back from my room towards my kitchen but I stopped in my tracks as soon as I could see what was in the kitchen with a clear view from the hall.

Niall had his arms around Blake holding her close to his chest. I couldn't see her face but I saw the back of her head on his chest and she looked pretty comfortable.

How could Niall do this to me?

He knew how much I liked her. He knew how much it hurt me when Jake shot her.

How was this happening?

 I didn't bother turning the timer on the stove. I just walked away without saying a word hoping I wasn't noticed by them. I crawled back into bed and laid there for a little while thinking of how I could get back at Niall.

I would get back at him.

Blake's POV

"Thanks for being such a good friend Niall" I told him looking up into those big blue eyes. He smiled at me.

"Anytime Blake, You're like my little sister, I hate seeing you hurt" He told me.

I was lucky to have someone like Niall, like a brother and also like a best friend.