Childhood friend (Harrison osterfield x reader)

5

Christmas time!!! I had been three weeks since haz and Tom got home and I couldn't be happier. When ever I had a nightmare haz was always there for me, and if he had a nightmare I would be there him. One morning when haz was over..
Y) hey do you think I should tell everyone about everything?
He was silent for a moment probably thinking
H) do you want to
Y) yeah because Christmas is right around the corner and I don't want them to find out the way you found out.
H) then you should tell them
Y) ok I will at Christmas. Thanks haz
H) anytime y/n

5 days later*
Today was Christmas and last night I didn't have any nightmare. I checked my phone do see if I had many missed calls from haz. I didn't but had a text saying marry Christmas. Then paddy came running in
P) y/n get up!!! It's Christmas!!!!
Y) fine just give me five minutes
Paddy then ran out and I could hear him in the distance waking up everyone else. " today is the day! The day I get everything out" I thought to myself. I called haz to see if he could over. He said yes.
I put on a ugly Christmas sweater and went downstairs. The door bell rang and it was Harrison.
Y) hey haz
I gave him a hug
Y) marry Christmas
HO) marry Christmas to you too
We all opened our presents one by one. There was this big one that said to the Holland family. We all opened it and it was a puppy.
Y) awww a puppy!!
P) so cute!!!
T) what should we name it
Y) I'm pretty sure she's a girl
H) how about Lucy?
S) nah what about Emma?
T) guys she's obviously a Tessa
Y) I agree all in favor of Tessa say aye
Everyone) aye
T) looks like we have a dog named Tessa
Tessa started to lick my face. She was so adorable but I needed to tell them.
Y) hey guys I need to talk to you about something important
T) what is it?
Haz sat next me to comfort me.
Y) well umm I decided to try out to be a cheerleader because I was flexible and apparently I was awful. Ever since then the popular girls decided to pick on me. They would say mean things to me, most of the time I didn't listen but sometimes I did. One girl told me everyone would be better off without me.
I was sobbing at this point.
Y) if you guys were wondering why I always wore long sleeved it was because I was cutting myself.
I rolled up my sleeves to show the marks.
Y) Harrison found out after a few weeks of me doing this. He was the only one that knew. I also have nightmares and when I do I call Harrison and he comforts me.
I looked at their faces. Toms was sad and angry at the same time, Sam had tears in his eyes and so did harry, paddy kept his head down, mom and dad looked sad. Then Tom stormed off to his room, I ran after him.
Y) Tom?
T) why didn't you tell me?!
He was crying like I just broke his trust
T) you used to tell me everything! And now your keeping servers from me!!
Y) the reason I didn't tell was because you always hung out with haz! And i was scared of how you would react!!
T) well obviously this is how I'm reacting!! Is this how you pictured it!!
I couldn't take it anymore. I fell to my knees and hugged they close to my chest and sobbed. Tom came and hugged me.
T) I'm sorry y/n
Y) it's fine Tom. It's just sometimes life can be a b*tch sometimes.
T) yeah tell me about it
I laughed. I felt like the weight of world was lifted off my shoulders.
I went back downstairs, and we all went into a group hug. I felt safe, warm, and that my family would do anything for me. We broke the hug and Harrison hugged me alone. Then he whispered in my ear.
HO) will you be my girlfriend?
Y) of course I will haz
This Christmas was better than I expected.

H) will you be my girlfriend?
Y) of course I will haz
It was a dream come true, haz wanted to make me his girlfriend. Wait all the of the sudden am I dreaming?
H) umm, y/n are you ok?
Y) huh!
I realized I was dreaming, sh*t! But maybe he really asks me. I had a smile plastered on my face and so much admiration in my eyes.
Y) tell me haz
H) I got a girlfriend
He said excitedly. My face dropped.
Y) w-what?
H) yup, y/n I asked out Diana and she agreed
He looked so happy, but my eyes were full of tears, I did my best to hold them back, I realized I had so deep feelings for him, he was the one who was with me when I was in trouble, I was in love with him, but, he likes someone else. I put on a fake smile hiding my pain.
Y) congratulations Harrison, i never felt so happy for you.
I didn't call him haz. When ever I was sad or angry I called him Harrison.
H) hey, are you okay?
I guess he noticed or he saw the tears in my eyes.
Y) yup, of course, just a little tired, I'm going to go to sleep.
And I rushed to my room and locked it. I threw myself to the bed and cried all night. He likes someone else.