Childhood friend (Harrison osterfield x reader)

6

I couldn't sleep, I didn't want to sleep. All I could think of is Harrison's words. I cried and cried until I fell asleep. The next morning I didn't get out of bed until 12 but because I was hungry. Is this what heartbreak feels like? I never had a crush on someone before so I wouldn't know. I wanted to talk to haz but I couldn't. I guess we will what happens tomorrow at school.
At school I saw haz talking to a girl at his locker. He was laughing and so was she. I felt like crying but I didn't want to make a scene so I headed to the library when someone stopped me.
H) hey y/n I wanted you to meet my girlfriend Diana.
D) hi it's so nice to meet you
Diana had one of those fake voices. I could tell she was one of the popular girls.
Y) hey Diana. Hey Harrison I'm going to go to the library to do homework so I will see you later.
H) ok do you need help?
Y) no I've got it
H) alright I will see you later
I walked away on the verge of tears. I swear Diana is just using him but he looked so happy with her. I couldn't ruin his happiness but if I'm right than I will be there for him like he always is for me.

Hazs POV*
When I told y/n I had a girlfriend she looked sad. She told she never felt happier but I knew she was lying. When she went to her room I wanted to comfort her but she locked her door so I went home. At school I was laughing with Diana when I saw y/n. She looked awful so I talked to her and introduced her to Diana, Then she went to the library. We didn't see each other until lunch when I saw her alone at a table. I wanted to be with her but Diana was calling me so I went to her.

Your POV*
I block out my family for the whole week. When ever they asked if I was ok I put on a fake smile and said I'm fine. I would sit at the table with Sam and Harry. They would talk and I would be thinking about haz. Sometimes I would look over my shoulder to see him. Sometimes we would make eye contact but not for long. I stopped calling haz to see if he could come over. When we on the bus haz came to sit by me and Diana wasn't there.
H) y/n are you ok?
I looked down at the floor
Y) yeah I'm fine
H) no your not. We don't talk anymore, it like your ignoring me, and you always look at me at lunch. I'm really worried about you. Are you cutting yourself again?
Y) I'm not cutting myself again
H) then what's wrong?
Y) its nothing Harrison
H) it obviously is! You stopped called me haz you only call me Harrison when your sad or mad
Y) how did you know?
H) y/n we have known each other for years and you thought I wouldn't notice! Please tell me
We where at our neighborhood and I ran to my house tears leaving my eyes. As soon as I got home I ran to my room, slammed the door, and locked it.

Hazs POV*
I saw y/n run home. I went to chase after her but stopped and went home. Was it something i said? Why is she like this? Then I thought back to when I told her about getting a girlfriend. Is y/n in love with me?