Let me love you

Untitled Part 4

I don't know what happened. But something happened with Cheryl and I. We for some reason drifted apart. She wouldn't tell me why. The She tells the school that she and Veronica are dating. It hurt. But I'm used to just being an experiment. I walked through the doors and I was met by Kevin. "Can you please be in this semesters talent show?" He asked. "Wasn't There one only four months ago?" I asked. "Yes. But there were requests for another one."  He replied. "Fine." I sighed. "Thanks. I know you're going through a tough time right now." He smiled and walked off. "Wait! When is it?" I asked. "Twenty minutes." He replied. "Thanks for the heads up." I chuckled. "No problem." He grinned and walked off. I saw Cheryl and Ronnie making out next to the lockers.  "HEY JONES!" Someone yelled. I turned around and smiled. "Fancy seeing you here Fogarty." I chuckled. "How are you?" He asked. "I'm terrible." I replied. "I know it sucks." He sighed and hugged me. "I gotta go to the talent show. See you soon." I smiled and ran to where I had to go. Cheronica did a duet and I was heartbroken the fact that she loves someone else. "Toni, you're up." Kev stated. "I'm actually doing two songs." I stated. "Go for it." He smiled and I sat down at the piano.

Feeling used, but I'm

Still missing you and I can't

See the end of this just wanna feel your kiss

Against my lips and now all this time

Is passing by, but I still can't seem to tell you why

It hurts me every time I see you

Realize how much I need you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to, but I can't put

Nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her

Oh oh, keep it on the low

You're still in love with me but your friends don't know

If u wanted me you would just say so

And if I were you, I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm

Wedding bells were just alarms caution tape around my heart

I miss you when I can't sleep

Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat

I miss you in my front seat

Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember

Do you miss me like I miss you?

Fucked around and got attached to you

Friends can break your heart too

And I'm always tired but never of you

When love and trust are gone

I guess this is moving on

Everyone I do right does me wrong

So every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to, but I can't put

Nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you