Ruin Your Life {h.s.}

Prologue

Wandering through the streets, looking for her long blonde hair. He could recognize her anywhere, the way she walked, the way she moved, how she talked and threw her hands a bit too much when being too excited. 

He let her slip and didn't realize how much, but now, being fully aware of the damage he might have done, he was panicking, trying to find her in crowdy part of London. 

Running through masses of people, scanning every little shop, trying to catch a glimpse of her. 

And then she saw her, in middle of Camden Town, standing on the other side of the bridge. The one, that would allow her to jump into the river. There was something frightening just thinking about that. 

He didn't want to run, he didn't want to catch her of guard and possibly make her let go. He started walking faster, his eyes pinned on her. Please don't. Was all he could think about. 

And then she turned her head to him, seeing him coming closer. Her eyes widening, he knew she was second guessing. And he messed up, he messed up this girl to a point she was debating of letting go. It was all his fault. 

"Don't, Harry, don't!" her eyes becoming watery. 

"You can't let go, Diana. Please don't let go. You can't push people away from you like this." 

"But I can." she said and let one of her hands fall to her body, now holding just with one hand. 

"But.. I.. I love you."