'You cant keep doing this samantha, it will kill you"
"Stop it, your slowly dying"
"KNOCK IT OFF SAMANTHA!"
"JONATHAN YOU WILL KILL HER"
"THIS IS BETWEEN A FATHER AND HIS DAUGHTER, STAY OUT OF IT"
....
2015/2/1
i felt a cold soft hand in my shoulder "Samantha?"
"PLEASE NO NO" he grabbed my arms, i tried breaking free of the grip "Listen to me, listen to my voice, its me, your safe"
and somehow all fear inside me vanished like a weight lifted out of my shoulders, "Joelle?" i asked, i hugged her "Hes here i can feel it, i swear" she placed her hand in my hair and tried calming me down "Hes not sammy, hes not"
"Ill leave you now, behave little sister, we love you"
she let go of my hug and walked out of the room
i just realised it was all hallucinations, reality hit me like a bus, i now remember, all of my family members died, they died, my mom, my sunshine, my sister who shouldve brought in my niece, my brother in-law, i can now never be an aunt, i slowly realised im an orphan
im actually an orphan.
orphan.
2017/1/22
"There you go Ms, *he looks at the paper* piers" as he handled me my new military uniform, i had my hair cut yesterday, not too short but it'll do it
The officer shouted "what do we do?"
"we kill infected"
"how to kill an infected?"
"a head shot"
"a what?"
"HEAD SHOT'
"alright, yall, RUSH IN"
i saw all the soldiers pass in front of me, im a recruit so i coudlnt join them now untill im skilled as them, fast, strong, fearless, they would kill everyone on their way, even humans,
i got the strongest yet abrupt headache ever, i dropped to my knees and closed my ears, tears streamed down my face..
...
"Here you go Sammy, but once you swallow it, theres no going back"
"im cool rick, give it to me'
i kept asking for more, i developed a new addiction towards... drugs.
my dad hated me, i disgraced my family, i became addicted to drugs when i didnt even pass 18, i blame my self every day for what happened to them, i shouldve shot my self when i had the chance to, i held my moms hand when she was dying and all i asked for was forgiveness, i laid next to her" we love you samantha, we will always do" 'defend our country, ill look after you up the..r.e"
"mom, stay with me i can cure this" i ripped off my shirt and i covered her wounds with the ripped part, i yelled for help but all i can hear was my echo, "hold on mom"
"mom?"
she closed her eyes, forever
i cant explain the regret, the sadness, i carried her and i stood on my knees, tears streamed down my face, i sobbed loudly"forgive me please" i hugged her tightly before the military seperated me and her away "No please please, leave me, i beg you please please" i saw my mom's body burnt in front of me, i screamed out my lungs and i managed to free myself off their hold i could hear cars explosions behind me everytime i cry harder, men who burnt her body ran away, a soldier shot me with poisened darts which knocked me down, i woke up in an operation room where i was surronded with surprised yet scared scientists, i heard one of them saying
"shes the only breathing person who can use 15% percent of their brain, magnifecent
"how did this happen?"
"she was given a drug that caused her brain cells to react positively, which made her use more than 11% of her brain abilities, meanwhile the average person can only use 11%, this is a miracle,we must send her to the military, she could end this steve"
"as a normal person continues to abuse drugs, the brain adapts to the overwhelming surges in dopamine,by producing less of its dopamine, if the person continues to abuse drugs, they will be more prone to cancer, but her brain responeded oppositey, which made her use 15% of her brain, she made the cars explode, with her brain!"
i looked in wonder at them " im not an object you hear me?"
they all stopped talking and stared at me "she even talks!"
i tried pulling my hand but it was tied to some sort of reason
" she is our only hope"
"she is our hope"
