HEAL A DAMAGED ROSE

FLOATING

*DREAM*

" Rose you need to run, go to your mate , hes coming after you" she floated looking down at me, in her  elegant white dress. My mouth was muted, words failed to escape my mouth. Who was coming after me? Could it be? Mate? I have a mate? It can't be they told me I would never have one. 

"Rose listen to me, It is urgent that you listen to what I say! Find your mate, your life depends on it you here me?" She yelled with frustration, no that wasn't it she was scared but why why would she care about me now.  

"He is here Rose, I have to go he has found me, and he will find you. RUN!!" I awoke covered in sweat, panic cursed through me as I looked around my room. No it can't be we worked so hard so hard for him not to be able to find us. If he has found her this could be it I would be doomed. My mate who was my mate was it him? Please let it be him, I picked up the cup my fap was in and stared at the number. 

The curiosity was torture. It was calling out to me to text the number and find out if it was him. If it was him i couldn't put my mate in danger, if something happened because of me i wouldn't forgive myself.  Would he protect me ? Would I be able to protect him? Would he keep my secret? I fought the urge to text the number. I ended up cooking dinner and sat down with the cup in front of me taunting me, until i couldn't wait any longer. I couldn't do it anymore being scared the way I always was it was time for a change.  It was time for me to face my fears, to be loved like i deserved. I grabbed my phone and submitted the text. Please i beg you be what i deserve if not better. 

"Who is this?" seriously Rose? Out of all the things you could of texted

*beep*

"I was hoping you'd grace me with your text." Omg breath breath it has to be him or the barista it cant be him. 

"I was debating it but you know curiosity got the best of me"

"You know what happened to the cat for being curious" chills ran through my body i was beginning to get worried

"Well thank god I'm not a cat, but seriously who is this?"

"Thank god your not. I'm more of a dog kind a guy.."  I re read the text i'm not going to reply there not telling me who they are. It could be him coming for me i couldn't risk it.

 "I'm the one your ran away from today mysterious lady" a sigh of relief escaped my lips. My smile grew bigger. Yes Yes Yessssssss. 

"Rose, my name is Rose." "But how did you do it?"

"Rose... i like it. My brother is  the barista, he helped me out the second he noticed me paying for your drink" Wow I thought to myself no wonder his brother was flirting with me he  was toying with him the whole time . "I never buy drinks for anyone Rose you will be my only exception."

"My names Marcel in case you were curious" That fit him so well, tall and handsome. Could he be my mate?

"Sorry for leaving you without an answer"

"It should be me apologizing Rose, I didn't mean to be so forward with you to the point where i scared you off. I couldn't help it I want to get to know you more if you will allow me to."

"I would its just, I have a lot on my plate right now. I didn't mean to panic and leave you but i just...."

"Say no more Rose. Just give me one date and you can decide from there"

"One date it is then" fighting of my anxiety I took deep breaths. He wont hurt me. He might be my mate. I cant be scared i wont be scared not if he is my mate. 

"You wont regret it Rose" I looked at my phone and smiled. I hope I wont, I hope he is what is needed to break the curse.  

I began to wash my dishes and put everything away when she called to me again "He has me, I couldn't escape, Its up to you now. I love you sister." No, it cant be we did everything, i did everything to hide her she was supposed to be safe. I had done everything, i pushed back into the wall breath breath. I pulled the phone out of my pocket and called him. I needed someone if this panic attack was as bad as it felt he would be the only one to help me escape and bring me back. 

"Hello beautiful"

"Marcel, help me. I need your help, ill send you where i live just please hurry" i texted him the address with my lungs contracting. I couldn't breath anymore, I began to see stars. I tried to fight it off but i knew this attack was not the same as the others. It was time and i could no longer run from it.  I herd the door slam open "ROSE" was all i herd until i fell into the black abyss.